For those of you that don't know, being on tussin while your'e alone is a WAY different experience than when you're with other people that're on tussin. I went to this party because my semi-girlfriend was there, and she was WASTED and i was robotrippen like a mother fucker. right when i got there she got soooo sick though. i ended up sitting with her in the bathroom for like 4 hours. she was throwing up for about a half hour and was semi-passed out for the rest of the time. so it was just me sitting there with her passed out, with her head in my lap. i spent so much time just staring at her, scared soooo bad. i was scared because she kept slipping in and out of being passed out, and the only way i knew when she was awake was when she was shivering, even though she had a thick jacket on. but while sitting there alone i wrote this... As I rest in the room my life creeps on the walls. A person devoid of thoughts and feelings walks his way to the unknown void between life and death. He paints this image of himself. Then tears it down, piece by piece, until he is unraveled... and exposed as the lonley, hollow, and sick person that he forever will be.
yeah, it sucked for me alone. i wish i was capable of writing at the tiome, or functioning... id suggest people be carefull doign it alone, cause it royaly fucked me up.
dxm seems to produce copious amounts of writing about how dark and sad ones life is, as if one is this mysterious anti hero with no hope, when really its a 15 year old kis that should be out camping with friends or running amuck with the knowledge he doesnt need to take life seriously yet.
hahaha yea man you said a mouthful there i've noticed that too & well..aint for me but the camping running ammuck ?& not taking life seriusly parts..thats what i call high
yeah i also wrote some weird lryics n shit.. ive only tripped by myself thou too.. i wouldnt even wanna have others around lol...
