dont' knwo why. very unhappy, nervous, edgy. i think it's because i haven't slept much on 3 days. i haven't felt this bizarre and freaky since my crank days. AAAAAHHHH. i think it's the house hunting thing. we're selling our stuff and moving to colorado. i'm freaking out. my cats can sense it, and are doing absolutely everything they can to make me lose my mind. and, again, i'm broke. FUCK!!! i did finally manage to find some alcohol. my sister made me some kahlua, i poured a little over ice with some milk. it's taking the fear away. here's to alcoholism, my best friend.
Poor KC. *hugs* Cats can be pretty evil. Mine bit me because we left her alone overnight one day last week. I hope the alcohol loosens things up a bit.
I felt like that yesterday , here is a joke just for you.... guy in city decides to give it all up and move to the county. he applies for a job as a pig farmer. Pig Guy: Hi, i see you're from the city. do you know much about pigs? City Guy: No, not really. Pig Guy: Well have you ever seen a pig? City Guy: I'm afraid not. Pig Guy: Well can you at least draw a pig?? City Guy: Sure *draws*below....... <*____ I I Pig Guy: Thats not too bad but can make it look round? City Guy: *draws* below........ *>____ I I
mmmm i can relate kc im feeling the same way latley, its really bothering me and i just want to get out of this state. i havent been sleeping well and i get very overwhelmed with my heavy thoughts....blah, its not only depression but im having anxiety issues
when I saw the title of this threadf on the all forums page, It said I feel like I am about to come... this thread was not what I expected.
i haven't gotten off in days. i haven't gotten laid in an even longer time than that. you know, life would be a lot better if i got laid. it just makes everything better.
hops in the boat with KC..... pour me one of them drinks!! I feel ya, I have been in the boat alone for a while, now we can float around in HELL together lol
Same deal for me yet a local move in New Jersey. For the past 2 months I've had nothing but negotiations with sellers, realtors & mortgage folks. Toss in a spare attorney, home inspector, appraisor & a septic guy to round it off, and I'm burnin' through Jack D. quarts like a madman. heh heh. I've been disposing of all of my contraband and making sure everything is going to be smooth regarding paperwork and taxes and paystubs and bank records and blah blah....for the last couple of weeks now for the buy & move, and I still feel as though everything is going to fall through. But it won't because it never does unless you slack, and thats not an option. Worriers don't slack, and all things that need to be done always are otherwise you'd worry about them too much and have to take care of them. heh Just my thoughts.... Good luck! --
oh shit I get it now.... instead of redrawing the pig to make it's shape rounder, he redraw it to look "around" the joke space via the elbow bracket in the text... that is pretty funny... hahah hahahahah
I DIDNT GET IT but that doesnt mean anything i am sorry kc. that is alot to deal with. perhaps you should have some kava tea or some st john's wort. i hate when life bombards me like that. how soon do you have to find a place
Colorado -- COOL! If you remember, my sister lives in the same town you do now, and she is now divorced and wanting OUT! where in CO?