it would appear that theres not a living soul on theese fourms . i know they suck badly of late . but yould think someone would be out there . even if i knew when halloween was , and what im doing for it , i dont think id realy want to get into something as banal as that . so , theres a secret prize for anyone who posts anything thats not trite banal irrelevant borring ect . anything remotly reminiscent of the thought process [ yes im aware that many of yall are unencumbered by said process ]wins the prize !
im hoping that this day [friday ] isnt the horror that most of thursday was .....i wish i realy carred slightly about all or any of the people i interact with . lately , its like ive already died and my ghost is just hauntingly delivering my ranting editorial just for my own amusement and to no end .
2:20 am is early to me. Weird sleep patterns are quite entertaining. Here have part of a william blake poem as a late night gift to you from me. The sun descending in the west, The evening star does shine; The birds are silent in their nest, And I must seek for mine. The moon, like a flower, In heaven's high bower, With silent delight Sits and smiles on the night. Farewell, green fields and happy groves, Where flocks have took delight. Where lambs have nibbled, silent moves The feet of angels bright; Unseen they pour blessing, And joy without ceasing, On each bud and blossom, And each sleeping bosom.
i live in the most booring city in the united states ....250 000 people , and the streets are always empty ,,,,devoid of any humans actualy outside there automobiles ....
that was a good poem gaia....and peaceband chick is cool ......i guess its me .....im just a sad wreck mentaly .....im just not happy unless theres copious amounts of soul numbing opiats in the offing .....and im not so much happy then as just putridly high .......i hold great disdain for civilization ....
Move far out into the seclusion of the wilderness away from the wretched civilization with as many opiates as you can handle. Then proceed to create. Create anything and everything your soul wants to. Some of the best works of time have been done that way. Maybe you will findhappiness along the way.
well ive sort of done that before .....yep , ive found happiness and shit all over it ....then found itagain and squeesed all of it out the tube ......im not realy looking to take the opiats with me .......cigs n other things you cant live without [ not realy but aparently ] are obstacles to realy living way out there in the jungle .....i have not the aspiration to be happy .id just like to find a little piece of cen american mountains and proceed to plug wopping amounts of yummy trees like breadfruit papaya avocado citruce mango soursop roseapple coffee caimito nispero ect .yea ive cultivated poppies[it wouldnt be rocket science to make opium make morph or dimorph from it and would like to put some ganga , some dmt [ie anandenthera perigria ] over the shade coffee .....mushrooms will just be there provided theres bovine or equine poop .....realy the food is most important cause trippin billies on shrooms sucks when yer starvin ....
I hope that some of the Australian people would be posting on the forum but they seem to be occupied with other stuff, work. So while I am in bed, or floating about the flat like a ghost, the Australians are at work, on their trains or going to the cinema. I rely on timezones, occasionally somebody materialises but have to admit this place is as dead as the moon come 2.20 am. I don't think this is late at all. I think once you hit four am and you can hear the birds singing, the dustmen emptying bins and dawns grey fingers infiltrates the night, then that is classed as late. Surely there is light shining somewhere on the planet while Britain is in bed? How about Australia, America? Oh well.
I've always felt like my mind just functioned better at night and I enjoy the quiet so i got a night job. I go in either at 10pm or 4am depending on the work load. I love it ~ It's like everyday is a day off when I go in at 4am. *smile*