Starting at 19, I had a 3 year romance with the woman who lived next door to me. She was 42 and unbelievably beautiful and elegant. Whenever she would look at me, I would just melt and become "her little girl" . It was 3 years of absolute euphoria. Now that I have become the "older woman" I get to enjoy this side of it. My little girl just left for Europe a month ago and I wish her the best.