About 3 years ago i had a dream where my heart stopped (it felt so real) after that i started going down a tunnel-near the end of the tunnel i heard a voice say "no its not time yet" then i awoke. After that ive been having dreams about the world ending--the freaky part about it is im always seeing shadow figures watching me when im awake---and when i look at someone i see a faint mist around them. im probably going crazy or something.
Hi seerbdreamer ... maybe you just want to talk to the shadow figures - ask them if you can be of help. Sometimes this is enough. Be aware that fear is but a layer - a frequency field that you are passing through even as you create it. It is not real. Fear is but the watchdog at the doors of change. But then what is real anyway. Go deeper inside yourself ... walk in the wonder of being here ... don't be distracted by the phenomena. Know who you are - not by society's terms, but by your own heart, and sense of Self ... as you are an unlimited being ... and so are all the others. Much love
Bad Dream? Jeffers’ torture & castration I had another bad dream. I had a dream that my ex-boy friend Michael found a young man who looked just like my son Matthew. Michael got very angry at the young man because the young man told him his name was Jeffers, but, Michael was sure he was my son Matthew. Michael thought that the young man was facking with his head. But he wasn’t Matthew, he was just someone who looked like my son Matthews’ double. Michael beat the holy shit out of Jeffers trying to get him to confess that his real name was Matthew. But, Jeffers had never heard of Matthew and he didn‘t know what Michael wanted. Michael in his rage, castrated Jeffers and then flushed his penis down the toilet. Jeffers’ mother Andrea, somehow was able to reach her arm down the toilet and retrieve the penis. She very carefully put the penis in a glass water and placed it in the refrigerator and then she went for help. Andrea tried to explain to her mother what had happened, but her mother thought she was on drugs and had Andrea arrested for being mentally ill. Meanwhile, Michael took off with Jeffers to hide so that no one would find out he had castrated him. Michael brought him to Northern California to Steve Wootens’ house. Steve Wooten is one of the CIA agents who worked for one of the secret CIA prisons where they torture people. Jeffers mother Andreas’ ex-husband showed up at Andreas’ house a couple months later. Andrea was still in the hospital and Jeffers was missing. He looked in the fridge and found something rotten, he flushed it down the garbage disposal.
In my version, Andreas spit lead and shit cash simultaneously while doing donuts in the middle of the busiest intersection in Flagstaff.
