Your Biggest Mind Fuck?

Girls. Girls have fucked with my head the most.

 

Most every other human being.

 

I picked "other" since it is the closest option to "nothing". Nothing really, sorry. Stuff has fucked with my head of course, but never in any significant, meaningful, or lasting way. It has all been fairly minor up to this point.

 

my dad has fucked me up.

 

i had a huge mind fuck today. i was at the doob tube smoking dope with my friends, no idea where the converstaion was going, having fun. Then all of a sudden
"Holy shit, what if your stomach was on E?"
Can't even imagine it. Wow.

Peace.

 

same here man. sorry. sad story. but like i say about mine. fuck'em were better off without the bastards.

 

my biggest mind fuck is church and religion, i don't get why people put so much faith in that stuff

 

Death I guess, but just so many thing in life mindfucks me. Death because, well I can't expalin it. It's just that we just don't know what happens after life, except you die. Then what? You just cease to exist, no thoughts, no feelings, no emotions, just nothing? What the fuck?

Religion is another one, why would someone believe so much belief and faith and life into, shit I don't even know anything about religion. I don't want to. I just want to live life and be happy, I don't need guidelines, rules. I don't need to worry about sinning and all that shit.

Mindfucks will always be there, and thinking about them for yourself, trying to figure them out is part of life. You need someone else to tell you how to think.

Peace,.

 

bit of a heavy one for a first post but.....was it the drugs or repressed memories of childhood sexual abuse that were revealed when on drugs that was the biggest head fuck? I think it was the realisation after believing I'd already faced the worst!
now 8 years later (after the awakening-councelling) I 'think' my shit's getting back together.
http://www.artofeurope.com/larkin/lar2.htm

 

I can thank my mother for my self esteem issues.
She continues to create more and more every day. Yay!
I can thank my pops for my abandonment issues...and pretty much every guy I've ever had a relationship with.

 

death, to me, it just fucks me up to think that some day i'll no longer think, see, or anything, time up. I don't believe there's anything after this life, no continuation, its just weird.

If not death, than I'd say other people.. what are they really thinking?

 

My husband saying that he couldn't have sex with me because of his anti-depressent medication. I find out he is going to strip clubs (totally nude) and having lap dances and looking at porn on the internet even tho time after time he denied anything was going on. Tried to leave him and he tried to commit suicide he doesn't want me but doesn't want to be without me. I can't get out and have to pretend because of his anger/suicide attemp that everything is great. And to do a double penitration he has been off his medication for almost two weeks and still sex isn't regular.

 

As a teen my mom was addicted to sleeping pills and pain meds and my dad worked away from home all the time so I had to take care of my younger sister and brother

 

drugs and girls. i really like some ppl but they see no more than a drug addict in me and thats the end they don't understand that just because someone does drugs that thats not who they are. ppl that use know for sure that we are all very much alike in still having feelings and being more than user.

 

I think my biggest mind fuck wa my parents. They didn't understand that I was bipolar and acted as if everything fucked up was in "my head" and not their fault. Oh yeah, being bipolar is a mind fuck of its own.

Peace and love

 

I once got groped by a 71 year old Amish dude. Sort of like being felt up by the pope...

 

Do not why. i thought you are a cancer, even before going to your profile.

 

Those sh.. six persons - need to be treated - really sick people.

 

For me, it was SOOO church. Not only did I meet the guy who would insist on taking my virginity at 12 from church, but I also had the luxury of being nieve and hearing a preacher in "firehouse mode" bein' all like "THIS IS NOT OUR BODY! WE DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING WE HAVE IT IS GOD'S" And all that funk. So I basically grew up thinking "Oh wow, an A+ in English, I don't deserve it.....really I don't. God doesn't think so."
Total crap, but totally true.

 

Moving to the city. I can't handle it. I moved here when I was fifteen and I still haven't adjusted. I still act and feel as if I live in the woods. I'm always miserable in the city, always happy in the country.