this one goes out to you, my mind... thanks.

i wrote a poem for you.
and then i erased it.
i wish getting over you was as easy.

as i lay thinking
of the times when you used to
crawl in thru the window,
its quiet, this room.
my heart working overtime and my mind
encouraging me to be silent.

walking in the rain down by the river
i cry to release.
to regain myself again.

i listen to women speak in words
with meaning and humor.
i walk alone and i walk with my eyes on neighbors and strangers.
i can see thru the air.
i can smile with sincere eyes.

i caught this guy off guard.
he finds me intriguing.
well, ive had that effect on others before.

i talked with an old.... well i dont know what to call him.
he stirs me in some way,
his honesty is so refreshing.

a lover from my past
admires the moon as he grows closer
the night wrapped in admiration.

the point is,
i have something.
all is not lost, but still...
im missing.
still this heart longs for the one who broke it.
but im changing.
because its too damn pathetic to be playing
the fool once again.

 

"I wrote a poem for you.
and then i erased it.
i wish getting over you was as easy."


These lines are rocking my world right now