Last Night I Dreamt...That I was Doctor Who's Side Kick...(Er hmm) We had Gone Back in Time to...Not Quite Sure What Year...It Looked Very Victorian Like... The Streets...Style of Shops...Men in Top Hats and Women in Long Wide Dresses with Floral Rimmed Hats...Cobble Stoned Streets... The Doctor had left me...And I went into this Surgery... The Surgeon had a Swedish Accent...Was Old...Going Bald...Kinda Fat... He was Operating on Young Girls... I Think it was to Have their Appendix Removed..In my Dream...Everyone had to Have their Appendix Removed in their Child Hood... The Next Person to be Operated on...Was this Long-Curly Hairded Red-Head...She Looked About 15-16... I was Watching the Whole Process...The Surgeon Poured Ethane onto a Dirty White Cloth and Placed it Over the Girls mouth...But She Did Not Fall Unconcious...Apparently...In this Dream...I Knew that Ethane Did Not Work on Everyone... I Tried Telling the Surgeon this...He Shoved me Out the Room... Told the Girl That She Would Have to be Opperated on While Awake...Unless she went to Sleep... Also...I Noticed he was Drinking Vodka Straight From the Bottle...And was Swaying Slightly on his Feet... I Could Not get Back into the Room to Save the Girl...Then Suddenly I Heard her Scream...Repeatedly She Screamed...I Covered my Ears to Block Out the Sound...I Stood before a mirror and Cried... Time Passed...Not Sure how much...I Noticed the Door Leading into the Surgery Room Ajar... I Went in...And Looked in Horror... The Surgeon...In his Drunken State...Had Opened up the Girls Torso...It was All a Bloody mess...Her Intestines were on the Floor...Her Liver was on the Dirty Operating Table...I Could See her Broken Ribs... The Skin was burned...The Surgeons Attempt at Closing her Up... But then I Saw her Face...She was Still Alive...Looking at her Body in Alarm...Her Eyes were Watery and Red...And her Beautiful Hair was Burned Black... This Came Across as a Disturbing Dream...
Do you like watching horror flicks? It could be residual from one of those movies. As to some of the symbolism, it could mean that a female friend will soon have all her dirty little secrets exposed. Your crying is supposed to be a good omen, that happiness is right around the corner; as is your crying. If anything it may portend your becoming more sensitive to the pain of others, you'll become empathic.
you mentioned something elsewhere about your mother being brutal when her judgement was empared by alcohaul. i belive this kind of nightmare may be related to your childhood experiences of helplessness in the face of enibriated adults. and i reminder of what well intended people can wake up to find themselves having done while under the influence of empared judgement. a precaution if you will, a warning to all of us. none of us are immune to the horror of finding ourselves having done to others what has been done to us or we have witnessed being done to others. and we live in a world today where powerful governments, especialy the u.s. in which i live, are being extremely hypicrital about the horrors of torture. and of course the great brittan in which you live has been pretty much completely if not always with complete enthusiasm, going along with what the u.s. has been doing and responsible for doing. =^^= .../\...
damn.. im a 16 year old redhead and that dream bothers me... im sorry you had such a horrid vivid dream. :]
I Have too many Dreams Involving Human Suffering and Death... This is Quite mild Compared to Some Dreams I Have had in the Past... But I Would Rather Forget About Those Ones... Kinda Hard When I Have a Super Dream memory...
I also have some hectic, terrible, gut wrenching and soul tearing dreams..... I agree with Themnax about your early memories with your mother and alcohol being the underlying cause of this horrific dream, and your feelings of helplessness for the vulnerable girl you saw.
If it's any consolation she'd have died anyway...the girl in your dream...and even if he hadn't done what he did it wouldn't have been nice...
