Permanent?

When I did shrooms, one of the guys I did them with happened to be an asshole and felt the need to mess with me. Well long story short, he told me I shit myself and I believed him and started freaking out. I ended up blacking out and had to sit by a lamp by myself for an hour. The rest was good though.

Well, weeks following this, I've noticed that whenever I am high, I always sit there and get the sudden thought that I may have just shit myself. I sometimes believe it so much I think I smell it and I have to go to the bathroom and check. It's really messing with me. It even happens when I'm not high.

I understand that, but it's been almost 2 months now, and I still get these little shit panic attacks. This weekend, since I smoked so much, I was in and out of the bathroom checking. It's driving me insane. Sometimes I can reason with myself and sometimes I can't.

 

The other night when I ate a lot more mushrooms than I had intended to, I had a similar problem, but with pissing my pants.

It's pretty hard to shit yourself and not really notice, I mean unless you're real drunk you should be able to retain control over your bowels.

Just don't shart.

 

Well that sucks.

 

haha don't worry its happned to me.
Give any drug a few times and the thought will pass.

 

Ya I have that all the time, but with pissing myself. Its been going for like 6 months, I'm just starting to be able to mentally control it. It's overwhelming at times though, especially when I'm on shrooms.

 

Just eat enough opiates to where you won't shit for three days. Happy tripping.

 

or better yet, don't trip with assholes. jeez.

 

i like your thinking^

 

Haha shrooms always lead me thinking i may have pissed my pants too

 

dont worry about it man...embrace ur poo

 

It just blows my mind that people would fuck with people tripping. Why on earth would someone desire to cause fear and terror in another person? I just don't get it.

I would agree with psychodelic...just let the fear go. poop is your friend. even if you did shit your pants, who cares? smear in their face if they dont' like it

 

Oh man, my first time I asked my friends if I was bleeding cause I thought I had jabbed myself with a pen in the leg, and they told me I was, and I freaked out but calmed myself down, and when I sobered up I beat up the guy whole told me I was.

 

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I'm just drank shroom tea with my eggnoggin, sitting on the toilet and got the wireless setup on my laptop! IM GOOD DAWG! IF its a fart or a chili squirt, i really dont giva fewwwk atm yawll(britney dialect)! Happy Holidillys!

 

Damn you crazy guy lol

 

sounds like someone is having a good time!

 

thats y u should trip with people u trust..every time i am on some stuff that speeds my heart up like coke or X friends tell me im getting a heart attack and i start freaking out...so i in turn get a knife,kill their dog and bang their sister...then they start freaking out..anyways man poop is the shit!

 

Yur shittin?

 

Seriously tho...you should just really shit your pants while yur not trippin so you can get in touch (embrace the poo theory) with what shitty reality is.

 

i bet i'll end up thinking it's a mad mad mad mad mad intellectual idea to actually shit my pants

 

What I wanna try is taking the shrooms alone in my own house with no worries of the parents coming home. And when the feeling comes on, just ignore it, its your house you don't have to worry about friends freaking out, all you gotta do is clean up IF you do shit yourself, and I'm betting you wont.