Hi What has 2006 done for my life? It has been filled with misery, deep reflection and depression. From one extreme to another and from one tear to another and as the rain is constantly pouring down on my life, I cannot help but wonder whether this is the end of the road for me. I have lived only to suffer by the hands of cruel parents, to enjure the agonies of this world and to cry unto myself in a room all alone. No shoulders to cry on and every bitter word uttered into my ear, is another notch on the staff that my days are truly severe. These days, life seems crazy, mad and without any real way forwards for any of us or indeed our Country, Great britain. As Tony blair and george Bush unite together to invade Iraq and then Iran and then North korea which will then lead us into possible Nuclear war. What holds for us as citizens in 2007. I dare not look. I wish you all a magical Christmas and a happy new year. I wish only the angels of love and peace to come showering down on your household. Get out the champagne, the christmas turkey and invite as many people as you can. Make it special. For I will be wandering the plains of doom and swamps of saddness looking for a cure for my depression. Before it is too late, I have scoured the surface and found nothing. What I do know is, The depression isn't far behind me and aims to put a stop to my quest. I won't be having a good christmas this year but instead I may have a party in my dreams and die peacefully. My gift to all: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EG_n7d_tLXw
sorry to here that john .......chin up man you have friends and a life ahead of you hope the future brings you happiness and joy .
Oh John, you MUST have faith that 2007 will bring magic for you...probably 2006 has been about learning lessons and getting through some hard stuff I know its certainly ben the most diverse but difficult year of my life, also But im looking ahead. Always. Knowing that beauty, love and joy shall prevail Have a good christmas too! -Maxi
My advice is spend as much time as you can outside that way you get more sunlight , if you can do some gardening . If you dont have a garden you could consider guerilla gardening where you map out places in your area where you could plant things without anyone knowing amongst other plants on waste ground . When Ive been depressed in the past Ive thrown myself into work that seemed to work, and even if your working for peanuts makes you a lot of money , which could allow you to move from your present situation if that annoying you. Dont worry about wars that you cant control or that havnt happened, if you find these things are causing your depression stop listening to them , and stop in everyway you can supporting them . I had a thread about how much would you change your lifestyle to stop resource wars global warming , you could think about doing that then if the war comes you can say you did your bit to avert it also you would be able to help more people survive it and rebuild . Big corperations exist because people buy stuff off them we dont need to buy so much off them. In a temperate region if you used biointensive gardening you could grow all your own food in a 100 square metre garden really all you need for that are tools that you could get for a couple of pound in a car boot sale and the land some people garden with just a trowel no other tools although I think a secuteurs would be mighty handy. If you use msn you can always talk to me online , dont worry about what other people have done because you cant change it and you arent them cant control them the only one you can control is you
Oh, that is beautiful. And so sad. Nothing we say can help you now - you'll just have to wait, and see what the future brings. If you die, let it be peaceful. I will remember you, and so will many here.
