One of those sad little crushes that you have on someone unattainable. He possesses the Christian characteristics I look for in a man. God-fearing, upholds the faith, strong-willed, worded up ( A biblical term meaning well adversed in the Bible), filled with the holy ghost, and puts his complete faith in the Lord. He is also a great husband and an excellent father (he is married with three young daughters).I don't know about the rest of his personality, but from a religious aspect, this is what I would look for. Not to mention he is physically attractive as well, which is always a plus. The only thing I would like to change about my own wonderful boyfriend, is for him to posses the same religious zeal my pastor does.
Here's what to do..Have you ever heard of Emily Dickinson? Well I highly recommend going out and buying the best of her,or go to the library and read the best of Emily Dickinson,she may appeal to you and I don't know if this is any help but sometimes it helps me when I read some one else's painful poems..she's really good,I think and also,she was in love with a pastor too.. So maybe her work will influence you or help you think certain ways or something..Ok hope I helped..
So he's not just a simple Pastor... you don't just like him because he's a Pastor... He sounds a great man from what you tell us about him. I guess he's the kind of man so many women would want to have next to them. Why are all the great men taken???
