Fuck it!

Fuck love...I'm just so sick of it...getting my heart broken, and nice people who are always getting their heart broken...etc...bad relationships...just fuck it all...what's the point?

 

I often find myself saying fuck love just before falling in again

thats life's rich tapestry

 

p.s how are you fixed this evening?

 

Fixed? I don't understand.

 

someone please explain - or is it my accent?

you know - what are you up to tonight? got any plans? I see your attached - so your probably in love,right?

I'm off to work now,so see you later darling

 

Plans? It's early in the morning. Do not be confused by my use of the UK flag. I love England, have been there many times. Unfortunately, I do not live there. Daddy is English, Mum is Canadian...me? I live in Kansas. Crazy,eh? It's a crazy place. I don't know if I'm in love anymore. She is acting very oddly...I don't know...I'm just really frustrated with love. And life.

...I love your avatar...

 

Im so sorry....I wish I had some wise words for you...but , we get hurt....and if its real , it will come back....if it wasnt , its good its gone.
How would we know how good real love is if we didnt have the bad to compare it too ??

 

So without love, now what are you going to do?

 

I don't really know.

 

Thank you. Those are very wise words indeed...all of my relationships have been very trickey,though. The ones who seem to be perfect compared to the bad relationships always leave me. I will never know, I guess. I'm just giving up.

 

Relationships for me have sucked so far... I feel your pain

My problems have ranged from getting cheated on, lied to, sexual incompatability, drug stuff, and getin hit by a drunk girl in public in front of my friends (embarrasing)

 

man, love in itself is a beautiful thing and there's not enough of it in the world

there's a difference between real love, and love that is associated with attachments and expectations

it's always worth it to keep on lovin - each experience leads to the next, and the risk of the pain involved is nothing compared to being emotionally frozen or mistrusting

 

maybe there are differences between...

loving
being loved
being in love
a relationship
a loving relationship
a good relationship
loving yourself enough to not settle for less than you deserve
universal love & connexion

...it's good not to get these ones mixed up.

also, what part of your reality are YOU [intentionally or otherwise] creating?

 

Im sorry sweety, I hope youll get better soon.
Love will come again. And you will love it!
kisses

 

No, no more love...love hurts too much...people don't know how to handle me...

 

no one really knows how to "handle" anyone, but it's likely that you've not met anyone who has been genuine enough themselves that they can attempt to relate to another person without their own ego fears getting in the way

never give up on love, feel free to give up on a sorry ass lover, lol!

 

maybe your expectations are too high?
it sounds a little like you're expecting a lover to 'look after' you ~ to be good at it. but if YOU love yourself and look after you ~ they don't have to. and it's not their place to.

people are people. they screw up and make mistakes and do silly things. it doesn't mean they don't care or don't want to love you...sometimes they're just not all that good at it. i'm sure you make mistakes too... but love / relationships don't have to be 'perfect'. you work and learn and grow *together*.

 

No, I don't have high expectations...I just expect honesty and loyalty...I am not the one who is leaving anyone because they are making mistakes. People leave me. For better people.

 

Instead of seeing it as "being left", can you look at it as "2 people weren't compatible"?

 

Don't give up...I almost did. And then I found someone I could be happy with the rest of my life. You'll find your someone, just give it time.