I've tripped and rolled quite a few times, however my husband and I have been trying to get pregnant so we stopped everything for aout 2 years. Now we've stopped trying and want to have some fun. The problem is, now that we're talking about rollin or trippin again, I'm even more nervous than I was my first time doin anything. Consumed with "what ifs" so to speak. (i.e. What if i have a bad trip? What if we get ad rolls? etc. etc.) anyone have any experience with somethin like this or know why, now that I know what's what, I'm more nervous that I was when i didn't know anything? I loved doing both and have neer had a bad trip or anything so it sure as hell doesn't make any sense to me.
Y are u nervous ?cause u might go back into trying to get a baby soon and ur worried about permanent damage? cause if this is the case then u shouldnt really worry u could roll all u want it dosent damage the internal body or womb u know,just stop when u wanna go back to trying give ur body time to heal and dont do drugs if u get pregnant. and about bad trips..u done X b4 so u plobaly know how euphoric and happy it is ,its really hard to get a bad trip on it ,just go into it with the right mind frame and ur come out happier, and yes X can have many more chemichals which might mess with u even more,but just make sure u get a reliable source and get pure MDMA i used to have a ploblem with X i always thought my heart was gonna blow up..then one day i said fuck it i went into a happy place,realized i knew my body and then took 1 huge green apple and railed the other...i got a heart attack lol JK it was the best day of my life
its called becoming an adult, you become nervous and anxious and worried about consequences. dont be silly though. if youre worried about taking something, youre worried about taking it. if youd rather not have to put up with the worry then you might as well not find the things you worry about worth worrying about in the first place
It's definitely got nothing to do with worrying about trying again. After trying for 2 years with no luck, we were classified as infertile.
It's amazing how you can give advice regarding becoming an adult but you still have less than the empathetic nature of a child. I'm sorry to be a bitch but I posted for actual ADULT advice about a question. I did not post looking for smart assed comments about how infertility is great b/c I don't have to use contraception. Grow Up.
whatever, its clearly been a big issue for you, but i dont take that much sympathy for people who decide to marry and have children at age 19 when it doesnt work out as they planned. i never said infertility was great, but considering that you cant have children together, your sexual relationship is no doubt the glue binding you through it all. perhaps you didnt know but most people our age are trying -not- to have children from all their passionate love
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Sugarstash-I have to agree that the contraception remark was a might insensitive, but I don't think the poster meant you any harm, he's just one of those outspoken types. I offer my sympathy to you, I'm very sorry for your loss, infertility is just that, a loss of your dreams, and for that, I send love and peace your way sweetie. It seems you've accepted it gracefully, and are moving on with your relationship and your life. As far as the fear you feel about trippin', I can so relate, GF. I haven't tripped in years, and never even done X, but I have my vices of choice. I quit for a long time, then hubby and I started to explore those vices together, and at first, I was very fearful, still a lil skeered sometimes, lol. I think the fear you feel may be more than you realize, maybe after being so responsible for a few years, you really fear the loss of control. Get in touch with yourself, and examine your motives for that desire. If you then still feel that you want to go for it, then go for it, and enjoy the trip. Like one other poster said, put yourself in that happy place, and love the ride! Peace B
Look SB, if you have a problem with my marriage and/or conception decisions, fine. But I must remind you that no one asked you to comment on them. If you look back, you'll see that I actually did have a question that was related to this forum. If you have advice about that, super. Otherwise, please stop with the rude comments. It may be true that my choices aren't typical for others our age, but they are my choices, and it is a difficult thing to deal with. I hope you never have to know what it's like, but if you do, I hope that you don't have to put up with the insensitive comments of people such as yourself.
