I smoked crack last night

Sorry about the eyes...I have signatures disabled so I always forget about my own (hypocritical maybe?); they're not the eyes of a crackhead though, (LOL my newly downloaded version of Firefox is saying that I misspelled crackhead) they're the eyes of a (just stoned) stoner.

 

Really, Asian men? I just realized we have about 5 Asians in the entire county.

 

lol I didn't even notice your's. I was referring to lucky's sig. Yeah your sig just looks like the eyes of a stoner. haha

 

Woah, I didn't realize both I and Lucky had creepy eye signatures. But now it makes more sense that she said "attack of the eyes".

 

oh my god.

 

yeah but my school is 40 percent asian so maybe that is why?

 

Yeah, they must all be down there. I don't blame them; nicer weather.

 

hahaaaaaaa I'm moving soon ): to the cold ): I'm gonna be envying your weather now and missing the ocean

 

Where're you moving?

 

The Inland Empire...which really isn't much of an empire . No I am working in san bernardino city and corona so I am trying to find a place in the LA national forest/san bernardino mountains. i don't mind a longer drive to live in a good neighborhodd...good thing though if I ever get stressed I know they'll be crack a plentiful up there hahaaaa

 

penny has been on the edge of insanity for a long while now. with drugs. she's on a downward spiral and living in her own world where anything is excusable. do i think people trying something are necessarily doomed? nope. but when someone has been chronicaling a story second only to sid & nancy for pure fucked upness, i think the odds are very very much against her. i'm not even for a second gonna empathize or give her a "oh yeah, i did it too and i'm fine now." because it's bull.

 

oh my god KC Kai and Joey are freaking adorable.


I had no idea there were past problems...I'm too wrapped up in my own fucked upness ...and self-centerdness

 

aren't we all, though? people can't be expected to read & know absolutely everything.

 

i'm sorry, penny. i know my opinion probably doesnt matter, but i've been reading your posts around here for years now.. and lately they've been making me sad.
i have to agree with KC on this. crack is fucked up! YOU of all people should know this. you were the one whining and in despair when Nick left you "because of drugs". It seems like ever since you and Nick broke up, you just dont give a shit about yoruself anymore. Don't you feel like you're worth anythinganymore? Becuase you are! you are intelligent, unique, and very beautiful. but you are letting self-destructiveness become who you are.

You come to hipforums and brag about things like this, you cry desperately for attention, and its just pathetic. Way to go, you found crackhead friends. I guess that makes you so badass, so sophisticated, so indie-film. Please. Come on Penny!!! People here care about you and want to see you well. Don't brush us off. Don't patronize us. Don't USE us to make yourself feel better. I'm not trying to me mean, I just don't want to fall into your trap of saying "OH penny its fine, you're so mature, you have everything together" ... because you DONT!

 

Illegal drugs are something I could never bring myself to do, please don't do this anymore Penny.

 

Some legal drugs are worse than some illegal drugs, just so you know.

 

tobacco, for example.

 

and alcohol

 

i just hate to see a nice person go down.

 

and Paris Hilton.