this boy gives me butterflies. i havent met someone like him in a long time but i'm not sure if he feels the same about me. we dropped acid a few weeks ago and we ended up sleeping together (which was awkward because we were out of our minds). i thought maybe it was the acid but then we did it again in the morning, for the most part sober. i felt like what could have been was ruined. we hung out a few days afterwards and we didnt even talk about the fact that we had sex or if it was going to turn into anything, it was strange. i cant keep going like this so i wrote him this afternoon: so we did acid, and it was fun, but then it got strange but good strange and then embarassing strange (for me at least) then good strange and then awkward i'm just stating the obvious we both know since you havent brought it up i decided to because to be honest, it's been bugging me. even though it happend awhile ago i thought you might enjoy this strange writing style because i'm not so hot at confrontation and you make me nervous the end. he wrote this back to me: when i first read this i had the biggest smile on my face. that was probably the weirdest,best/memorable experience i've ever had that night. I'm really glad also that this experience i had was with someone as cool and humble as you.I wouldnt have it any other way. and i dont think you should of felt embarassed. for a while yes, this subject was bugging me also, and that night we hung out i wanted to sit you down and just talk to you, but we both acted like everything was soo cool, but i know it was on your mind,because it was on mine also. how do i make you nervous? i dont know how to respond to this. i've read it over too many times and i think im driving myself crazy by over-analyzing it. i want to just come out and tell him that i have feelings for him, but i dont want to scare him. guys are difficult. i need some insight. thanks!
just sit down and talk it out with him. We aren't the ones in this relationship (or potential realtionship), you guys are... there's only so much we can extrapolate
yeah i feel like an idiot i just needed to write about it. plus i havent slept in over 30 hours due to finals so i've been a little disoriented. i realize how pointless this post is. my bad
Sounds like he wants to see you again. Try it after finals are over or after your break, unless you will see him then in a more relaxed setting. And if you have sex again, don't do it on acid - try it sober - it is much better, believe me.
It sounds like he's interested and was scared off the same as you by the cool front. Maybe he just wants to do you again maybe more. But it definitely sounds like something is there.
...And please remember... some times..the dictionary of ladies is a little different than of men. If you say you made me nervous...maybe you mean becasue you were attracted to him. From the guy point of view......it could be: hell i did not make her feel comfortable. It helps to speak in PLain simple English at least in the begining.
