so this is christmas?

Discussion in 'Introduce Yourself!' started by awnikah, Dec 14, 2006.

  1. awnikah

    awnikah Visitor

    Me & my 4 year old daughter are looking at life pretty broken.
    We live in a shelter at night & our life is quite depressing at the momemt.
    My family is loveless,Lilys'(my little girl)dad & family has nothing to do with us because i refused to subject lily to abuse,hostillity & serious drugs.
    So we left Mobile Alabama with a in-town, 1-way u-haul.
    I was married at 16 to my first husband & we had 2 daughters(Hannah & Sky)
    i havnt seen in almost 5 years cause everytime i stand up on my feet..i get dragged right back down.
    Tim(my first husband)left me for another woman when i was 19 & gave our 2 daughters to his mom[​IMG]
    She will not let me even have pictures of them cause she thinks i am "incompitent"which i am not.
    Lily is by my second husband & i can not make myself watch someone i love soooo much destroy their self & the people that love them most.
    I left school early & the only work i know is how to clean,organize,cook, counsel,help & take care of babies.
    I have done work like telemarket,sales..fast food.
    But where i am now if you dont have good education ..GOOD LUCK!
    I'd make a good slave.
    I just need a break.
    If any even has just good words of encouragment..please talk to me.
    I am naturally a happy individual...just a little broken at the moment.
    Merry Christmas & Happy Newyear if we do not meet.
     
  2. cerridwen

    cerridwen in stitches

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    sounds like a hard life... hopefully each new year is a little better than the last for you!

    welcome to the forums!
     
  3. Anastazija

    Anastazija Member

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    Merry Christmas & Happy New Year honey! Hug your little girl and pls, pls be strong!
    Your story is very sad and I really feel for you!
    I hope youll be happy. As happy as a person can be!
    Love you.
    Anastazija
     
  4. awnikah

    awnikah Visitor

    I LOVE EVERYONE BACK!
    Thanks for support.
     
  5. newwoodswoman

    newwoodswoman Member

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    Merry Christmas to you and your daughter Awnikah. If you are able to make if to the DFW, TX area please do so...there are so many programs in place! You can go to college for free...have free day care, free health care for your daughter...I know so cause my own daughter and 6 year old grandson are doing so...she graduates from nursing school next week!! Good luck!
    newwoodswoman
     
  6. mortes

    mortes Senior Member

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    If you ever need to talk about something message me on aim, t4pyro. You sound sad and I don't like sadness too much so yea. Hope you feel better.
     
  7. Imagine17

    Imagine17 Hip Forums Supporter HipForums Supporter

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    Merry Christmas, and just keep spreading the good vibes for yourself. Karma in the end will come back and make things better for you. I hope everything only gets better from here on forward.
     
  8. awnikah

    awnikah Visitor

    IM NEEDING ALL THIS LOVE AND ABSORBING IT LIKE A SPONGE..
    THANK ALL OF YOU!
    I PLEED BLESSINGS ON ALL OF YOU.
    It truly means alot.
    I've decided since life has handed us lemons we are going to make lemonade!
    I want to start a kitchen in the national forrest here but i dont know where it is.
    If any one knows please tell me.
    WE LOVE YOU GUYS!
     
  9. bbbeccaaa

    bbbeccaaa 12345678910

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    Hey Awnikah, I'm sorry to hear about your situation. However bad some times may be, I've found that they will always get better. I hope things look up for you, just keep a kind heart and determined mind. Good luck with your life and Merry Christmas to you and your daughter.
     

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