Am i a lesbian? im in love with a model

Help! Im 16 years old and have never had a boyfriend, never kissed went out on a date nothing or never really had feelings for guys , I always sort of had feelings for girls since i was 3 years old when i was little, i had a friend called hana and I still have this paper that has a picture that i drew when i was 3 it says *i love hana because she kisses me * im like WTF or could i have wriiten this, then my mum tells me when I was 7 years old all my attention was just looking at girls knickers and that cant be true because i cant even remember if i did even do that! but when I see a pretty girl, i just look at her all day think about her everyday, my heart beats im in love right now and I dont even know her because she is a friggin model and I only see her photos and fall in love does that mean im lesbian? Im really confused it hurts so much because I can never ever meet this girl, and i have feelings when she doesnt know me and she is just a still image on a poster in my bedroom but I just stare and stare and fall in love even more

I just dont know what I am anymore can it just be a teenage crush or if im seeing her as a role model or could it be the fact that im actually lesbian?

 

experiment! with guys and gals.. and see which is right. anywayss.. there's so much time to think about it! 16 aintt that old! justt go withh the flow and see what happens. no need to hurry towards a set conclusion! ..ha. i hope this all makes sense.
peaceeee.

 

Probably. But whatev.

When I was really little I'd hump pillows while watching boobies on HBO late at night. *shrug* I'm pretty sure I know where I stand now. I really, really like boobies.

 

16 is still a young age to figure out what your sexual orientation is. u may just be in love with beauty. i mean anyone, straight or gay, could definitely spend hours looking at the picture of a really hot model and fall for their beauty...

actually loving someone is a bit more interesting than just loving their silky skin and long eyelashes, so be sure u'll get a lot more happiness from actual love one day.

and u dont sound lesbian, u sound like u're 16 and u want to experiment sex. which is good, normal and probably exciting for u so yay =)

 

Ditto to everyone else. You could be or you could not be, but it doesn't really matter as long as you're comfortable with your sexuality. Anyway, 16 is super young and a lot of experimenting and personal discovery is normal.

Also, I tend to think most people aren't 100% gay or straight. most people can find the same sex attractive even if they think they're straight and vice versa. I recently had a very homoerotic dream, but I think of myself as straight.

Whatever floats your boat.

Peace

 

Wicked lol. Theres nothing wrong with liking people of the same sex in that way. Just do what you feel is right.
Might be best not to adore this model tho....