what a beautiful post....beautiful reactions from beautiful people....it gives me hope that out there in the world, there are you guys making it a better place
Merci There are indeed lots of truly beautiful people on these forums. Maybe we should form a brotherhood and preach... We can call ourselves... "The Jehove Witnesses"... Ehh... wait.
you may have a point rubin i still totally think you should move to california and marry me so i can make love to you
Hahaha, still looking for that shroom patch Man, this would be the ideals place to grow anything illegal though, middle of bloody nowhere... too bad there's a buisness here.
great thread what i like doing, in a similar way, is actually turning things around and looking at people on the street as if they were on the forum... everyone acts so tough in real life, but then i stop to wonder- what do they think about when they're alone? what do they type into their computers at night? it's all pretty interesting i think, and the more i think about it, the less i want to judge people. because really, our understanding of each other is so limited!
This is a very interesting concept. I would love for all of my real life friends to post here, so that I could find out what's actually on thier mind... but at the same time... I feel like I establish these connections with people in real life... But yes, complete strangers, I agree... it would be fascinating. I have a knack for being able to tell a person's insecurities very fast in real life, and I would guess that people also try to hide them on the forums as well. It would be wonderful if people were open enough (and some are) to throw it all at the world, and let the world judge or help... and only accept the help. Alot of people do these on this forum, and that's wonderful.
We are fortunate to have you on here, Pavel. I returned here, although under a different name, because a part of me knew that this place is a wonderful learning experience of some sort and, that I was lucky to have found it 4 years ago.
That's a complicated question if I ever heard one! Ah, I've been better. I've spent the past few months in an existential crisis of sorts and am still trying to find my way through it. I thought coming back to the fora might help...hopefully my judgement call will pull through. You sound like you've grown so much into your own person from when I first met you, or first starting talking I guess.
I have grown too much for my own good. I myself am going through a crisis, yet it's not much of a crisis with myself than with the world. I do not like this place too much, and am trying to get back into this so called "reality". I think I did find the cure though... solitude for a while, complete sobriety, and 8 hours a day of hellishly physical labour for minimum wage. I do hope the fora helps you figuere shit out, it always seems to.
For me, it's both external and internal. I've got the solitude part down....I'm still stuck in school though. I have one more term before I can graduate...but, I'm almost certain I'm doing to do an extra year because, frankly, the thought of leaving university scares me...it's like the only thing I know and, the only thing that gives me a routine. I don't think I'm ready to leave what I know. You're out of school for now aren't you?
School's good, if that's what's familiar, then stick with it. Yeah... I needed a break from school... so I took one. The education system in America is the most terrible one in the bloody world... it was getting to me. Plus... them drugs, the booze, and them drugs. Not enjoying reality means excaping it way too often.
