Dear Old crone, This is Amit Sharma.. remember me? hehe well i noticed that i have all this crap preventing me from just being free.. i restrict my self and my shyness and fears grip me and i get antisocial why can i not break out of this self limiting shell what do i have to do? Please advise me.
simple and true...love yourself knowing you are the only change you ever need to make. Without you..... nothing will be no more than it is today. But with you,.... nothing is a possability that waits for you to try. Hi Babaji I remember. As easily as you change your name you can change the way you see things. YOU are the choices you make and when it really matters to you inside you will change. I was so frustrated by this knowing until the motivation kicked me in the ass and showed me I was where I was because I chose to be. When you give up on yourself you might as well flush the toilet because shit happens. How we deal with it makes the difference inside the programs we hold on to. How about a story? There was this child who picked a daisy. One by one she tore the petals off saying..He loves me, He loves me not. He loves me, He loves me not. Well most daisies having a strange number of petals do not always come out with the answer you want. Even when it is He loves you. She kept trying and grew as did the field of daisies. When she was old she found the answers to love and peace or joy were not in flowers or fields but within the hopes and choices she made inside and held on too or let go of. She became over whelmed with the part she played and tried to manipulate the circumstances around her. Dying inside as each broken dream or petal hit the ground. Her world shattered inside her. Then as things would be a new day began and flowers far more grand than she had imagined grew. She grew jealous and raged and fell apart in a million different ways. Time and seasons did not stop for her. She had no choice but to face what she was and had become. Beyond the tears she found a heart and child she never knew. She a woman had lost all she was or had and had to begin anew. BUT WHERE...and then a tiny daisy poked its head up inside her and said, "Do not try to put the petal of the past back on each flower or dream now broken but plant a new just how this field will grow. So out she went and gatherd all she found. She planted wild flowers from daieies, sunflowers, brown eyes susans and butter cups...a million different kinds. The field began to sing. We are what we plant within our thoughts, We are what we make of the choices we cling too. We are as our gardens grow inside the worlds we dream and make. But most of all we are the peace we give unto the joys we come to know. We are the healing, changes, love and victories made and won. So pull a [petal off or plant a thought down deep. And then stand back and see what you have put your hands too. The view is as you create from within your own heart, truth, choices made, and love you give unto yourself. You got the power, the courage comes from within. I do believe in you..... but you must believe too. You can not change your world inside or out until you reach out and try within the choices you choose.
