A fun night, i just got 6 .5 mg xan, and some grams of nice weed... SO.. I'm dedicating this toke to you guys haha.. sorry im already alittle buzzed and I know this post is useless
Yea, just at pointless as people taking xanax without actually suffering from anxiety or stress. When will people realize that there is NO HIGH from xanax, just stupidity and forced sleep? I can understand taking it if you are really upset, like I was when I first got out of jail for something I didnt do. But taking it for a fun night? Beyond me man. But not hating on your post, I just dont like to see young minds being conviced that such a useless drug has potential for recreation. Enjoy the weed though.
Yeah lately I haven't been using it, but a friend gave them too me for free so i figured hey what the hell
Yea, hey man Im seriusly not trying to make fun of you or hate on you, its just really makes me sad (im a very caring person what can I say) when I see people mess with xanax because I just lost my ex fiance and mother of my son to that stupid drug, because it made her become so bored with life and make VERY poor, irresponsible decision. I have also seen more than one friend's mind disappear to nothingness from it. It really does kills the artistic drive and imagination in people, and I hope you choose to take my words to heart because I am not making this shit up. Be careful bro, but for right now hope you enjoy your high time
Yeah i understand, this will probably be the last time I can get any for awhile anyways so I figure a good 6month break from it. I'll stick to my greens.
Yea dude thats all you need, I am currently struggling with a horrible morphine addiction where if I dont take it I get severe flu like symptoms that seem like they wont go away until I take more. Same with alcohol, I think I am addicted worse to that! I need to just ease off slowly so I dont hurt myself by immediate withdrawl, and get back to just smoking the herb and the occasional natural trips
Yeah man, herb is the best way to go. Out of the pills I've taken, i still prefer weed over all. That sucks about the alcohol, my dad's a full blown alchoholic so I know what thats like, not to keen on morphine either from what I've heard, good luck kicking your addiction man, I hear herb helps with the process of getting over them, but that's just my mom talking.
Thanks for the kynd spit bro, yea morphine is a strong opiate, bascially the same deal as a heroin addiction, so it blows lol. But dont worry I have plenty of priorities to get me straight, like being a good father to my baby. I got heavy into the morphine since me and the ex called off the wedding and I was getting into another girl after we broke up, and I decided to just get away from everyone and thats when the drugs came in. But I am over it all now and am ready to date again and lay off the shitty drugs
Bro i know just how you feel. Dreading the time of the month when the dad gets the xanax script. He believes he can drive, cook, do anything when hes on it when he can barely stand up. Just seing his face when hes fucked on xanax gets me upset. Then when hes sober, he litterally almost fights me/my bro/my mom because hes convinced we stole all his xanax when he was just too fucked up to realized he ate em all. 3-5 worst days of my life come by the month, i fucking hate xanax. Only 1 good thing came out of xanax. My dad went out, and me and bro decide to trip on shrooms in the house(dumb idea). Well anyways, im chillin watching the redsox waiting for em 2 kick in to then go in my room and trip. Bad idea. I landed up passing out on my couch where i have my little 12 year old sister trying to wake me up thinking im dead with my mom screaming her lungs out in fear. So i finally wake up fucked the fuck up while trying to convince my mom im fine and that she dosesnt need to call an ambulance. So w/e the fight ends and im in my room. (my mom would usually KILL ME when i came sober) but.... my dad was missing in action so my moms attention went on him. So he comes home, and my mom knows he was up 2 sumthin. So she makes a few phone calls and finds out he traded his xanax script for cocain. My mom bitched at him for a week straight. The attention came off me and my mom forgot the whole situation because of xanax.
That really made me happy bro, i love when people who have bad drug habbits become sober and realize what they were put on this earth to do.(in your case, care for your kid(s).
I hear ya man, and i know you are religous to an extent, I am too, even though I am Muslim I appreciate some of what you say. I definitley am trying very hard to quit, it got a little rough when the shit of my previous relationship hit the fan, and got even worse when I broke it off with a beautiful girl because she has a daughter and I did not want to get attached to them both and then have it fall apart, you know like I would rather have a good friend with a daughter and be part of their lives then have a ruined relationship and not see them at all, and it took me getting used to making these very difficult, mature decisions at first, and now i have a handle on myself and am getting used to being single and growing mentally and spiritually in my own way on my own time, and now I am tackling my drug abuse problem. It is going to be a bitch, but even having someone say such nice things like you have posted helps me get through it, just knowing that even people I dont know in person still can care. It is a great feeling, and I wish you the best of luck with your family situation. I know how that feels, not to the extent as you have described because growing up I was always told my dad was a drunk and it wasnt until I grew older that I found out he was using drugs as well, but I do know somewhat how hard it is to be involved in a family life where there is constant fighting, drunkeness and pain experienced practically daily. I know you will get through it my man, just hang in there and be there for everyone in your family, even at times when you feel like they dont deserve your support. They will thank you someday, and even if they dont at least you can be happy when you look in the mirror at the the person staring back at you. Always follow your heart and you cant go wrong friend!
Ya man im sry for dissin xanax alot, i just cant help it. I understand and respect your love for it. But please TNS, if it starts effecting loved ones lives in a bad way, just do what you know is right.
Thanks man, I agree with everything you said. Your a very smart, thoughtful, and sophisticated person who should use these characteristics to benefit the world the way only YOU can.
I know man, and yes I definitely have it under control. I have already learned my lesson. hahahaha when you get arrested as a result of xanax, you learn what it can cause you to do and you make sure to have people around to keep you in line when you go out in public.
So do I, although I have a diagnosed anxiety disorder (and cognitive behavioral therapy doesnt do shite for it).
I have social anxiety disorder, but I have not been diagnosed. I would get a script for xanax, but the result wouldn't be pretty. lol
Wow.. i didn't even remember posting this until I saw it, wondering when the hell i posted it. Damn I need to lay off those zanny's lol..