so what happens when i hate my sister?

most people don't understand why i have such a problem, but just take my word for it and believe me when i say that this has been seriously fucking with my life.

so i had this friend, he was my best friend, and he and my sister, who's three years older, started this flirting thing and they'd hang out alone sometimes, and it really bothered me. i don't want to go into why it bothered me so much, because it's really personal...i'd love to tell you all, but i'm afraid the wrong person might read this someday. so anyway, i talked to both of them seperately and my best friend (of like three years) said that his friendship with me was far more important to him than anything with my sister, and that he would respect my wishes and not see her. my sister said that no guy could ever come between us, that i was going to be her sister forever and she would never want to jeopardize our relationship. well much to my surprise, the two fuckers went behind my back as soon as they could, and at every opportunity they could, and kept things going. i found out and was devastated, and i still am. i ended my friendship with him, and he doesn't seem to care at all...that really crushes me inside. i haven't been eating the same, feeling the same, acting the same...it's like, i tried so hard not to care, i told myself that it didn't matter what the two of them did...but i can't help but feel so rechid whenever i see them together or know they have even spoken. it all seems so irrational, and i really hate irrationality...but i care and i feel like i'm always going to care. so now my sister, who's always been a heinous bitch, will use this situation to get back at me for anything i do, but then the next day she'll call me up and want to chill. i hate being around her, i hate hanging out with her cause she acts like an idiot or a bitch or an asshole, usually all those things at once...but...she's my sister for god's sake...what the hell am i supposed to do...i hate her, and i hate him, and all of this is ruining me and making me feel absolutely worthless. i have enough on my hands already, and this is starting to push me to the edge...i feel like i'm gonna snap and do something horrible...i'm so fucked up already...and now i'm just lost in a fucking whirlwind of misery. help me out if you can guys...i need someone like crazy, but i have no one to talk to about it, and i feel like something terrible might happen if i don't stop feeling this way.

 

So you're pissed off that your sister is getting tagged by your guy friend? I'd say get over it. Sounds like some weird obsessive thing ya have going on.

 

It's shitty that they lied to you, but if this guy wasn't your boyfriend or anything then I think it's even worse for you to think you can dictate who either of them can/can't see or date. If it bothers you that much then continue to ignore them, but don't drive yourself crazy over it. You can't control someone else's emotions or their life, and so getting all pissed off and angry about it is hurting no one but yourself.

 

sounds like you liked your best friend as more than just a friend. if he knew this and your sis knew this then i can understand where your comming from...if this was not the case i'd have to agree with you on that whole irrational thing.


as a side note, my older sister is also a horrid wench so i can sympathize with you there.