Alright, so as I was getting ready to finally crash last night, I saw a mass of red light off in the distance outside of my window approaching at a growingly rapid rate toward me. To my surprise, the size had doubled within a brief couple of seconds... and was soon to triple as the speed increased. In disbelief and confusion, my widening eyes could not help but to shut themselves as a face emerged from the red, burning aura surrounding. After the initial fear had shot what felt like gallons of adrenaline through my pulsing veins, I re-opened my eyes to see ones that matched mine in exact size and shape. As I stared into an infinity of our cascading glares, a deep voice spoke through me in an effortless stream, "Deep, and vast mystery lies beyond the year 2013 AD". In a split-second my vision started to blur like never before, until a white fuzz clouded out reality, and I was presented with an image of our ultimate, destructive doom - The flood. Water levels were alive and rising and our world, or what was left of it, was eliminating the parasite of our existence. Chaos held reign and there was no escape... no way to stop the monstrosity of what had been manifested. We had clearly done it to ourselves. As the terrifying image had finally vanished from my mind, I returned as if my soul had briefely escaped the material plane. Soon, the voice spoke yet again, "You have been given a gift. Use it wisely, and to benefit mankind. Spread this prophecy among the others". Soon enough, the red, brightly glowing face collapsed into a small orb resembling what some would call 'Ghost lights' and returned from the same direction it had upon its arrival. I stood in place, stunned, for an hour trying to make sense of what had happened. I know most of you will say something like "Oh, it was just a dream," but I can assure you it was quite the opposite, as the troubles I had sleeping after that moment in time went on until morning - I spent the rest of the day absolutely sleepless. Weather it had been real, or not, I've been praying all day that nothing like this will ever present itself to me again as long as I'm alive. So far, it hasn't returned.
Sorry to say kiddo, it sounds like you have been blessed with a vision. It is decidedly a mixed blessing. But as the wise man said " a man not living his vision is living death". Don't let the vision of the horribles frighten you. There is no set future, only possible futures. However bad things look now, they can be changed. I know several people who have had similar visions. They accepted the vision and even though they are scared they are working happily and even joyously to change things. Their lives have purpose and even lots of fun. If you want to understand this stuff better you might try getting a copy of "The Quest" or "The Vision" by Tom Brown Jr. He has written lots of books but these two are the best on the subject of vision and dealing with it. It sounds like you got some clear instructions. "You have been given a gift". Well go find that gift and start using it to change the dismal future. Whatever you do, don't wallow in a bunch of "I'm not good enough", "I'm only one person" crap. And it is crap. Find your gift and start using it. Trust that spirit will guide you to places and situations where it will be effective. Learn as you go. Don't expect immediate results. Don't be surprised at who turns up to help you. See what happens and keep us posted. It sounds like you have a good ride ahead.
Spirit OF The Forest, you have a gift, all righty. Maybe two gifts. There aren't a lot of 17-year-olds who can write as evocatively as you--hardly any, in fact. "From those to whom much is given, much is also expected." That's from the Good Book. Keep using those gifts.
Well i say you have a gift use it somehow... I don't know why you got that vision but now you have to live with it somehow!
I dont think it will return so long as you fufill its wishes. If its true that is, but why would someone lie about it..
