This is so typical of someone my age I suppose but- I feel like its all just a superficial nighmare. I don't fit into a mold- so by the majority of people I am considered, abnormal for a lack of a better term. I thank you- but this is not the purpose of this thread. Please- no pity. Just disscusion.
no pity, man..i really think everyone (fitting in or not) is absolutely gorgeous in there own right..never feel like you're not..you know yourself better than anyone else, and beauty truely is inside, no matter what other people or the superficial pressures society put on you..know that inside you're absolutely gorgeous but you're the only one that can make you feel that way...fuck anyone that puts you down or makes you feel any other way
You know, and ussually I feel that way too. It so hard, though, not to be affected by others. Its our nature to do so I think. I used to resist it- societies pressure that is- now I feel I buy into it a little more. That makes be feel even worst. Knowing I try to fit in sometimes and I still never will. Whats even worst is- I dont know if thats ok with me. I used to be. So I need to asses my feeling a little bit more I think.
you're only 14, it is natural for you to want to fit in..either you will find people who are like you and you will finially fit in, or you'll find people accepting of you..it'll take time but it will happen 6 million people on the planet or whatever, there's plenty of people out there, you'll find someone you can connect to
I realize this also. Its not like I dont have friends- I do. I feel like I fit in with them mentally- but no way physically. I have always been a large girl, I am almost 6 foot tall and 200 pounds, with size 12 feet. I would kill for a friend who could share clothes with me- someone to understand what I feel like. I was also raised by my father my entire life- and I feel I miss there feminine touch. I am like a guy friend to them- I think they feel the same way.
it's ok, everyone at one point or other feels that way..but with so many people on this planet there are people that are like you both physically and mentally, it'll work itself out don't worry, things will work themselves out, high school is rough but you move on from it, and life after high school is a hundred times better
sometimes... well, not like there's a band of gorgeous women out to get me. But I have my on days and my off days (my cute days and my fat days, if you will) And I know that most of my female friends are outrageously gorgeous. I mean, I have a pretty face but I'm noticeably overweight, whereas a lot of them are skinnier or have huge racks (I'm not kidding, my cousin and my best friend are like DD's) *shrugs* here's the thing, beauty only means so much in this world. Brains, wisdom, intelligence, ability, love, kindness, respect... they all factor into our lives a lot more than aesthetics do. At least, they do in my life.
you'll always have friends here, deary. and yes i have had one of those days but then i just look at myself in the mirror and say "Everyone is gorgeous in their own way, I am beautiful." Then i feel better and if i don't i just say "f*ck it" and walk away...
I think you're just overthinking it a bit. Relax... you're not the only person your age that feels that way.
