Ive got exams now.. so im going clean for two weeks. wish me well. my first night has already been so shit, staying up for hours lyiung in bed. thats prollythe worst part about it. oh well, the high after exams will be so awesome. im gonna cream my pants.
I'm in the same place as you buddy, I've been an off on on stoner for the last 3 years. I like getting high, but unfortunately I need to save some money right now and smoking pot is just not in the budget. I sure do miss it. I happen to be a chronic pain sufferer, and morphine and weed go so nicely together. Hang in there exams will be over soon. Peace, otto
what exams r u doing? i went to my last geography exam stoned and i got about 30/88 lol. wouldnt recomend it... dont worry too much about exams, once the first one is over, the rest will be easier
i really dont see how smoking weed outside of school is going to effect your exams. first semester last year i was stoned out of my mind for my first period exam, world civilization, and i got the 2nd highest grade in the calss (78 %). it took me a little longer to finish but i didnt have a problem with it. anwyas, ive been clean since august 6th and i am going to stay clean for this entire school year. thats the plan anyway
Yeah it doesn't seem all that necessary to stop smoking outside of school during the exam period, I mean what do you have, 4 two hour exams over two weeks? Its always good to take a break from smoking though, especially if you can't sleep without it. How come?
actually i jsut had a 3 hours exam, ive got another 3 and a 2 hours exam later this week, and next week ive got three two hour exams and two hour adn a half exams as well as a movement piece for drama. it is also about proving to myselfd i have teh self control but now i realise i am a drug addict i got like 4 hours of broken sleep last ngiht, which si worse than teh ngiht before. i think id be better off if i had smoked a bowl! oh well ive jsut gotta keep it up to show myself i have the control, it will make me have mroe self confidence about my habit control. a friend of mine is depressed and taking it out on me, hes the one who got me onot pot, but anwyay, he says hell give me a huge puch for every hour im short of four weeks clean. and i know he would, and prolly break my arm in teh process. i said yes so he wouldnt punch me that day, but hes jsut being an asshole. day two and im gonna die!!! *screams out for ganj* the thing that makes it harder to do is that ive actually got 2 or three bowls of one hit wonder grass in my stash. i wasnt to smoke this weekend too, caus its a good firends bd and theyll have the same stuff as ive got atm, really really good weed. fuck fuck fuck.
If i stay out of trouble this entire year in my next school, I will be able to move out. No high is worth staying here, fuck that shit.
waht is your logic, soulr? stay where? is it caus u cant get a job if you get in trouble or something?
