i dont know whats going on with me but i dont think my personal self feels comfortable with my subconscious. theyres like always something going on and subconsciously and when i bring it conscious i dont know whats happening with that. and do i make this up as i go or am i figuring out shit that actually happened a few seconds ago and shit? do drugs even let me view my subconsious thoughts concsiously while theyre still sub consious? idk, i always thought that happened and thats basically me.
Lay off the drugs for a little while, and then come back to finish that thought. I'm 99.9% sure that what you just said was completely incoherent, and/or you didn't even remember typing that paragraph when you woke up the next day. All things considered, don't kill yourself binging.
actually its weird cause i do. and im not even talking shit i think about that kinda stuff all the time. i live for it. and i wasnt even high i think.