I like to drink. No wait, I love to drink. I love the feeling of being drunk and incoherant. I am not joking. I know I have a problem, but I do not plan on quitting anytime in the near (or distant) future. That is my true confession.
I'm just the opposite. I hate being drunk. I bartended for 3 months and drank for free and I think I drank more in those months than I ever have in my life. It made working around all those old perverted drunk men alot easier. But I havent drank since then. I like alot of other things that arent good for me though.
Admiting you have a proablem and are unwilling to do anything about it makes you look even more pathetic than had you tried to hide it. This is how your post reads "I don't control my life other things do, but hey fuck it" Try to find some willpower somewhere, mayby form a friend who quit drinking.
Who said yo had to quit? Hell we only get one life, why not do what you enojoy. Just don't let it hold you from enjoying other things in life, things you might find more interesting..
I don't drink as much as some people think I do, but I love feeling drunk. So that's why I could never entirely give up alcohol. Although, right now, I'm trying to cut down on the money I waste on alcohol.