fuck now i want a puppy. keep seeing friends with puppies.

ever eat a dogs face? got me a mouth. i could cockswallow an elephant prolly. would too if a camera n an elephant were on hand. anyhoo u put the puppies head in yer mouth. then there all drooley n lick there chops. if a puppy smelled my guts now itd prolly puke down my throat. then ide puke all over both of us. sum kinna pukey baptism.e numino patre de santo de puppy all men.*does himself a toilet lurch.

 

Hmmm, I get the "now I want another baby" when I see people popping up with positive pregnancy tests and little babies in their arms. But then I remind myself, this is simply my bio urge talking here, not the sane part of my brain.

 

I don't want "another" baby.. just A baby (since I have no kids so far)... my hubby and I are trying but no luck so far.

 

yup mostly. only problem is babies look more naked than anything. sept maybe marsupials. lotta easier to get yer chest all bothered fer a puppy. babies id panic. holy fuckin hell how am i gonna do that? im a big fan of adoption. 3rd generation adopted by my adopt pop whose still a good fella if a bit whuped n 2nd gen orphan core by my ma n grany by her. sum kinna decay is kickin. need new systems. not organized but way of seein junk. culture orientated. culture cant be fucked off by laws. all laws are eventually tamed by culture. we got sum strange homogenized(boiled) milk here.

 

Hmmm, how long have you been trying? You know, sometimes they say when you're focused on it, that's when it DOESN'T happen, and then when you're not even thinking about it, that's when it does. Weird, I know.

With your working out, watch, you'll end up pregnant soon. That's another thing that seems to happen, you get all nice and in shape, then boom, you're pregnant.

 

I was on birth control for about four years and about six months ago I stopped taking the pill so I know some women can get pregnant easily ON the pill and other woman can't get pregnant for about six months afterwards so I'm not putting too much worry on it yet. But we've been trying for about six months now. What I really need to do is get an ovulation counter or somethign because, well, there are really only a few days a month a woman can get pregnant and I don't even know how accurate we've been. It's not like we have sex every day after being together for eight years.

 

Yeah, six months isn't all that long yet, so don't worry!

And yeah, you want to hit those fertile days! I remember when we were trying after I had my second miscarriage, and I had to wait like 3 cycles before trying again in order to give my body some time to heal. I had my fertile days all marked on the calendar, awaiting the day when we could try again! We didn't get pregnant that first cycle after we were able to try again, but the next, we did. With twins! Now THAT was a shocker!

 

...and back to the puppies reference, I used to call the twins my little puppies when I was pregnant with them. I don't know why, but I did. :&