You know something, i've been sick as hell for the last month and a half, and i've missed an assload of school. i'm trying so hard to get all caught up but no matter how hard i try, i still end up with d's and c's in fucking everything. i used to be a fucking a/b student. what the fuck is happening to me? i'm in advanced classes. i'm trying so hard. it just never works. and then when i do something right, i don't get a "good job hannah" or "wow i'm proud of you." no. i get "why are you failing science? it's your fault. you're the one who hasn't done the work." i have done the work. i'm trying to turn it fucking in. it is not my fucking fault. i busted my ass on that project and i don't get any compliement about it. i just want to fucking quit. it's not helping me any. no one is ever proud of anything i do. fucking fuck fuck.
When everything seems to be against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind....not with it.
