I was molested when i was 5years old by an older man. When i was in school at 8yo, i was my teacher's fav student and will be asked to sit beside him during reading sessions. He would take every opportunity to slip his fingers through my pants and creep into my cracks. When i turned 13yo, the older guy start giving me blow job and fuck me in return. It hurt but i thought he loves me. Later that year, he got married. He left my sight till today. From tat day onwards, i hop from guy to guy searching for a replacement. Maybe i'll never find him and i don't know what to do when i see him again...
Speaking as a quote "Normal Guy" with normal sexual desires for a women of my approximate age (or a little younger) being normal isn't all it's cracked up to be Finding that one women (that soul mate) to spend the rest of your life with is just as challenging and as frustrating as the task which you've undertaken - so just hang in there Hotwater
Its horrible that things like what happened to you happen to people.. innocent children. I think you should see a therapist or something, try to work stuff out..
