Hatred

I have worked in customer service for several years, lived with numerous freaks and drug dealers, I am single, have one or two friends and have CFS. I used to be such a nice, compassionate, affirmative person, but something has changed inside of me quite recently, and it feels very real. It no longer seems necessary or mature to believe in inherent human goodness. People want to survive and in order to do this they will remain petty, stupid and ignorant, and I have finally accepted this fact.

I hate.

 

being petty, ignorant and stupid are not inherently good survival characteristics. in fact, they're sorta good ways to get one's dumb ass killed. i still believe in a deeper good, but i think we're animals. our animal nature can't always be denied. and in the lack of any sort of positive input, we will in fact become just as mean tempered, territorial, mating and feeding obsessed as every other animal out there. that's nature. all animals have their good and bad moments, their positive drives and the drives that will lead to their extinction. we just all go about living as best we can. though i have to say that genuinely spreading some love and charity goes a long way towards making your own life and the lives of those you affect much better off.

 

This should solve it all.

http://www.slv.vic.gov.au/pictures/0/0/2/im/pi002855.jpg

 

Mmmmhm....this is one thing i won't let go of. As for the general public, I have a healthy indifference. I'm never cruel, that would make me less than human, but i am honest and very bitter.

 

you'll fit right in in the uk then.

 

you need to get back into an environment that suits you. be yourself and think about what YOU need for yourself

 

Personally, I feel an everlong benevolence to all beings.

You shouldn't let that everyone else being a moron cut you off from looking after them. They need it even more.

Sometimes morons need to be everlovingly slapped the fuck down. If that's the case, no need for regrets.

Hatred will never lead you to somewhere you can look back on without more hate. In my opinion.

 

You'll get over that too and reach a happy medium.

 

Unfortunately it seems as though you've received a chop to the neck in the kung fu movie called life.

You can still be nice, compassionate and affirmative, you're just realizing that not everyone thinks the same way.

Take notes if you visit the cities, and remember, hate is only useful when dealing with anything where mayonnaise is an ingredient.

 

BINGO!!! In fact a high percentage of people.

Maybe what i feel is not hate, I'm going for a 4 day drive by the ocean starting tommorow, alone...maybe lying underneath the milky way i'll find out what this is and I'll have the words for you. Until then, fuck you and thank you for sharing your thoughts.

 

well thankyou very much!
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they've made such a STYLE of it, it boggles the mind. i suppose she'd fit right in in New York, too.

 

People who take from society and don't fell like they need to give back in anyway. It erks me the most when people who have a lot of free time do this. If you focus focus focus on yourself and what you want and never think outside of yourself and never do for others it annoys the crap out of me. I won't hate you I will just be very annoyed.

It annoys me more than the whole ignorant thing you listed because most people who are ignorant don't know any better.

 

Very well said KC.

 

a style out of what?
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My relatives from Cleveland are the loveliest people I have ever met, I find it hard to believe the English are worse than anyone else.

 

you seem to have choosen a sweet name on here for someone so filled with hate
S

 

Harsh words, harsh words.

 

well not really Flowery Moo Moo sounds rather gentle
S

 

But i'm not full of hatred. I love you if that is worth anything