I'd throw everything in my life in a big trash bag and take it to the landfill. I wouldn't even try to recycle any of it. I'm pissed off at the world today.
I can't even have that stupid beer that those fucking smilies are having because of the medication I'm on. Making my stomach bleed isn't going to make my problems go away.
Actually, I'm thinking of joining the Peace Corps... But I don't think that would solve anything either. I've run away before, only to come back to the same problems. Fuck...
if i werent in the middle of fixin my brakes, id come up an give ya one. got nuthin else to do, and no one else who wants one.
I'm feeling a little better. I'm working on this self-help workbook (I know, corny right?) and everyday you have a module to work on and a concept to concentrate on, specifically. It seems to be getting my mind focused on something, so it is helping.. And soaringeagle, it's OK that no one really has asked...it's probably not something people really want to hear about anyway. Thank you for caring though. I truely appreciate it and cherish it...
If I could, I'd do whatever I could to let you vent, or try to understand why things are the way are. And maybe make you feel better, or at least cheer you up. But I don't know if my good vibes ever get to you... All the same... They are there.
I am stuck in a black hole of misery day after day, despite what is a seemingly good life, that is the most positive thing i can give to you, just be thankful you're not me. *hugs* You seem able to sort yourself out.
It takes a little longer, but I always seem to get out of it, eventually. I'm not going to lie and say everything is hunky-dory...because it's not...but we create our own realities...and I have to have TRUST in the fact that Destiny and Fate will prevail and take over...(P.S. Trust is my concept of the day )
I know how you feel, I just want to get away from everything at the moment. Hope you feel better soon, stay strong.
I think you should have a few drinks and change your post to: If I could... turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay I don't know why I did the things I did I don't know why I said the things I said Pride's like a knife it can cut deep inside Words are like weapons they wound sometimes. I didn't really mean to hurt you I didn't wanna see you go I know I made you cry, but baby [Chorus:] If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you And you'd stay If I could reach the stars I'd give them all to you Then you'd love me, love me Like you used to do If I could turn back time My world was shattered I was torn apart Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart You walked out that door I swore that I didn't care But I lost everything darling then and there Too strong to tell you I was sorry Too proud to tell you I was wrong I know that I was blind, and ooh... [Chorus] Ooohh If I could turn back time If I could turn back time If I could turn back time ooh baby I didn't really mean to hurt you I didn't want to see you go I know I made you cry Ooohh [Chorus #2] If I could turn back time If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you If I could reach the stars I'd give them all to you Then you'd love me, love me Like you used to do If I could turn back time (turn back time) If I could find a way (find a way) Then baby, maybe, maybe You'd stay [to fade] Reach the stars If I could reach the stars
