Out of the shower and under the covers, I snuggle with my wife looking to fool around. She wasn't in the mood for intercourse and certainly didn't want to give me a bj. She didn't feel like having me on her and shooting on her either, especially since I said I haven't cum in a few days and was ready to explode with a huge orgasm. She offered her hand to help me, but she gets tired after a min. and has me take over anyway, so she suggested that I just jerk off and go to sleep. " Only if you watch me", I said. Her response was "If I don't have to touch it, I'll watch". Now I had a task to keep her interested while I jerked off. She would get bored seeing me stroke it after a min , so I made things a little more interesting by squeezing my precum and licking my finger and then scrunching up, trying to get close to my cock. I am still flexible enough that I can easily put my legs behind my arms and get pretty close to my cock. Not close enough to lick it, but close enough to get a mouth and faceful of cum. That always gets her attention. It doesn't get her hot, but it keeps her interest, which keeps me excited. She thinks I'm nuts. I think a huge ejaculation should never be wasted.
I explained why I do it. It/s just makes masturbation more exciting. A little cum isn't going to hurt me. The anticipation of having it blasting me in the mouth and on my face is exciting. See what you do for masturbation excitement after 45 yrs of jerking off.
I love that you put on a show for her, that rocks! You still were thinking of her...wow...I love you, in a hippie sense ^_^