Late last night, in a weird space, not having slept the night before, and somewhat sexually frustrated from lack-of-sex (and near misses) I had the weirdest desire to go outside and masturbate out in the open air. I didn't ever do it--I fell asleep first--but I might have done it, had the desire taken over my power to choose. It somehow seemed not enough to masturbate in my bed or at my computer. As sex-starved as I've been, it seemed I needed to "get some" on some weird level, by going out and masturbating publicly, taking the chance that because it was so dark and so few people were out (except cops, of course) I would not be detected--(unless perhaps someone detected me who might have enjoyed the view.) How weird is this desire?
not weird i have a vacant lot in front of my house. i like to masterbate there after school and when my parents ar'nt homei go outback and masterbate. i even open my blinds at night some times turn on the light so the outside people can see me and i give them a little show. i dont think anyones ever seen me though.
But how would you feel if they did see you? They might not like it, you know. I mean, is it the thrill of the risk that gets you to go out there and do it?
not weird at all.. i get off on the idea of being caught... or someone watching. that really turns me on. i like to do all sex type things with the curtains open... noone can see coz i live on acerage... its just the idea of it. i like doing it secretly and stuff... i love doing it outside when noones around... its so naughty i love it.
I get that urge a lot. The other day when I was jogging on the trail behind my house I got a sudden intense desire to strip naked and masturbate in the woods. It's not always about sex either, sometimes I just get this impulse to get naked in nature. Me and my ex used to do this..we would also see how far across town we could get completely naked. lol You'd be surprised.....
I never masturbated outside until last summer. It was a beautiful night, everyone was asleep in the house. I went out back by the pool house and fired up a big joint. I don't have neighbors visible, so I didn't have that concern. Just being outside in the cool night air, with a good buzz on and honry, I decided to take out my cock and stroke it. I sat back on the lounge chair and jerked off until I shot all over my chest. It was cool doing it outside like that.
I'm quoting myself here, because last night it happened again. I mean, the desire. I had been suppressing orgasm for so long, for various reasons, and I was sleep-deprived and sex-starved and all that. It didn't seem enough to have orgasm in the usual private places that, in my mind, are associated with my being alone, and not having a mate. This time, however, the orgasm presented itself neither in bed nor before enticing images on the Internet, but while I was still sitting at my desk, though not online. It was painful in a way, because at the moment of orgasm I had no clear inspiration for it. But I'd gotten to the point where I was so horny I just had to cum, and I came, despite myself. Before that, I was thinking, how shall I satisfy this urge in such a way that, on some level, I am no longer alone? Bizarre....
