Spontanious urge to kill yourself.

does anyone every get a very fast urge to do something dangerous or inappropriate sometimes?.

like the other day i got the biggest urge to jump in front of a train when i was at the station...

or sometimes i get the urge to like...feel up my bst friends girlfriend just to see what they would do...

or throw someones mobile phone in the river to see what their reaction is.

i doubt i'll ever do these things...but i get a craving to do them from time to time....

 

I would just say do it... don't let the perceptions of society stop you!


Hahaha

 

The world is overpopulated. Do us all a favour.

 

I agree, why let societies demonization of suicide stand in the way of a perfectly good urge to jump in front of a moving Acela express train


Hotwater

 

I'd go for the train thing. It would be funny to see you go splat.

 

Maaan. Imagine the mess.

 

I get weird urges to stop and scream random shit at the top of my lungs for no reason right in someones face, i never act on them but i always imagine the reactions i would get if i did.

Examples of my urges:

The urge to scream "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" right next to a crowd of people on a bus......

The Urge to drop to my knees and yell at a random old lady screaming "STELLA!!!!! STELLA!!!!"

Also the urge to piss on random people who bump into me is very strong

 

It could be seen as abstract art... but you'd need to sign the "painting" BEFORE it gets "rendered".

 

hah. yes...it could be Fluxus art if you want it to be.

there is a fluxus art peice...i cant remember who its by..but the instruction is

" Commit Suicude"

 

I used to get that all the time

but even more than I would get that, is visions of horrible accidents happening to me
and then I started to imagine people killing me (just liek how when I was a child I imagined getting attacked by paranormal and supernatural shit)

then it all went away
don't anymore

 

I wouldn't call it an "urge", but sometimes when I'm driving over a bridge or something i think to myself that I could just turn the wheel and drive right off the bridge. and then I get scared and start to get a little anxious because i realise how dangerous driving actually is and how easily we put our trust into the people driving past us because all they would have to do it turn the wheel a little bit to kill you. It's like walking around and everyone is holding loaded guns in the air.

 

smtimes i look out of my window on the sixth floor and think smth like "what would happen if i jump? Why dont i just jump out?"

 

maybe we should all spontaniously kill ourselfs.
it sure beats the dark depression option of suicide.

 

I don't hate much, but I hate people who commit suicide by jumping in front of a train. Selfish bastards. Just take an overdose of sleepingpills instead. Imagine the people who have to clean it up, fun job isn't it? You also won't get sympathy from the people who have an hour or two delay, and they're right.

 

If you want to die but not alone, why not join one of the many active Doomsday Cults (a few of which have been designated by the justice department as potential suicide cults) if not a cult, then why not join the Voluntary Human Extinction Movement



Hotwater

 

only when i have a migraine.. but that just makes me wanna open my skull and scrape out the hurting parts

 

If I i joined one of those poisoning cults, i'd go out in the field with them and when we all go to drink the poison i wouldnt...so i could watch all those cult weirdo's collapse.

then id run away and have a coffee

 

"Don't drink the Koolaid!"

 

There was one time when I was in middle school where my phys ed teacher was talking and I had the unexplainable urge to run up and kick him in the balls. He wasn't saying anything terrible, I just needed to do it.

Embrace the urge.
But if you kill yourself you can't appreciate the satisfaction of completing it...

Quite the perdicament.

 

I've thought several times in the past few months that I would just run my car off the road and get it over with. Not necessarily to kill myself, but just to take the emotional pain away by hurting myself physically...physical pain is much easier to deal with for me.