i think i got serious mental issues, but i feel normal

ok, i go to highschool, i havent been in a realationship throughout highschool...my confidence is still good, my grades are good, i experiment with drugs, such as marijuana and mushrooms, i did mushrooms twice, the second time i did them i had a bad trip, the first part was fine, and then there was this hour of serious scary insane thoughts:/ at one point i felt the only way for me to feel better is to hurt myself, but i kept myself from doing that and waitin patiently..i was thinkin how pointless life is, why am i living if i dont kno what life is, why are we living if no one knows what life is?! what is life?! what is time?! whats the point of doing good in life?! why is the world so cold?! ive become bery philosophical, and questionable about life, and exsistance, i feel like IM the only one in this world b/c i kno im alive but i dont kno anyone else is for a FACT...i mean im not depressed, i just dont feel as i used to a year ago, im still generally happy, but idk i just dont feel right.

what do u guyz think i should do?!

 

like ive defined life to myself as a state, where all u have is emotion, scense, and vision, im the only one existing as i kno it:/ goodthings happen, bad things happen, they all effect ur life, why do ppl tend to focus on the bad things/ negative things in their life when they could just as easily focus on the good positive things?!!!!!

why are ppl drawn to things they dont have, or things they CANT have, rather than enjoying and being grateful with the other things they got in life?!

it just seams soooo crappppy to me, but i stay happy n e ways, but i really dont get it LOL help please

 

You sound totally normal. Everyone goes through those stages, some just need to expirement with drugs.

Peace and love

 

wtfff whatever876 ur fuckin wierdddd idk if ur bein sarcastic or serious, come on man.....hippie chick is way more help then u are..

 

Hebrew:
Hey guy,being 18 is confusing enough. Don't fuck yourself on ...whatever....
Get wet with some young lady's ....Dont get into the , I've got a disorder or a syndrome.....
18 should be the high point of your life, have fun...I wish I was 18 again...Alaskan

 

Thanks watever876 lol, i really appriciate the time u took to try n throw ur two cents in. i thought u were serious with wat u said..

 

I would not worry, we all go through that stage ,in were we question every thing in life, its normall, you will work things out in the end.

As to WHATEVER876 telling your insane and no one likes you, that is a typical responce from this child, in one of his other posts, he told a young girl, who was having problems to commit suicide.
People on this site need to completly ignore this child and give him no responce.

 

Amen, brother.

Peace and love

 

thanks guyz

 

An existential crisis is mucho different than a serious mental issue.

 

In this world you will find some good and much evil.
Each person should choose as his/her path, to always do good and try to commit no harm.

Be happy

 

you didnt even read his much more helpful second response, or his explanation for the sarcasm directed toward that crack head chick who doesnt realize popping ecstasy is going to make all her problems worse. your just a dick.