A rant from me to anyone...

sittin here bored out of my mind so thought id rant on herefor a bit so this is to anybody who can be fucked reading this.

you just look around and think....all you people are full of shit. i mean people pursuing fuck all in life. people who go to school, work hard, go to colleage, work hard, get a high paying job, work hard, and for fucking what so you ca own 2 fucking cars and a big house. if thats what makes you happy great but its just bullshit id say. live your life to be happy, find something in life worth keeping instead of something that just adds more shit to the table.

something i find hard inlife is interacting with smebody on the same level. everybody i speak to is totally full of shit and its impossible speaking to them. apart from like 2 m8s and my girlfriend i just get sickof everybody.its so hard to find a decent person these days. everybody cheats everyone else, nobody gives a shit about anybody else, everybody lies to themselves so much that they lie to everybody else just to fucking cover it up. is ther anybody worth talking to ou ther that isnt covered in lies and deceit for fuck sake.

for all you religeous people out ther i think you are strong people to believe in something like that. for me? i prefer to beleieve in humanity. dont believe in a superior...a god to do things for you. were on this planet alone thers nobody helping us we got to do things for ourselves. thers nobody higher, better, stronger thats going to save you from anything. in you beleive in yourself youre stronger because if you can do it, then you are god.

dont lead you life by "god's" rules...lead by your own. obviously this doesnt mean you can do anything but it means you can have a bit more fun and happiness in your life without having to worry about going to heaven or hell.

the only thing i want from life is happiness no fancy house, cars or anything. the things that make me happy the most is humanity and nature. being able to interact on a great level and enjoy the enviroment. of course this can be enhanced by some good company and some good drugs. nuthing like getting high wen ure looking at beautiful nature.

ach well just a stupid rant really....just some thoughts....cud be bullshit probably is but hey who knows what life is rly about..i just think happyness is most important.

 

Thats cool you see through the game and I think as time goes on you will find this to be more true. People get more lost in themselves and all it implies, money, houses, cars, and the older they get the more they become their ideas(that werent theirs in the first place)
You just have to be very selective with those you can really hang out with and always with reservation
I have my g/f and really about 1 or 2 others I can really talk to
thats why I dropped out and live in the middle of nowhere, it works if you are content within
yea I think The God is within as well so therefore anything is possible
people just need to talk man and it's all bullshit yes, it's just most won't admit it or worse are arrogant about their opinions, ideas
better to know you know nothing and can prove nothing so it is just words, blabbing
its what we do as a species lol
peace man
Andrew

 

your actions in this place will attract people with similar actions. trust in these coincidental meetings and you will always have people to talk to when it is needed. follow your own advice. be honest among liars, be a deep pit in a shallow pool, be what you want others to be. it may take time, but this will make things better for you and everyone you ever come in contact with, as long as you don't get a big head about it and somehow think you are better than those in different situations than you. have compassion, and try to help these people who are full of shit. try to understand why they do the things they do. good luck figuring things out, man. you've got just as good of a shot as anyone-just try to be a little more understanding of all of us.

 

aye dudes cheers for ure replies i mean the only ppl i can rly rely on when it comes down to it is my gf and thats it. she sees thru peoples lies almost as easily as i do. i prefer being on my own than in a room with people who live false lies. i mean i only 15 which fukin suks but as soon as im 16 im movin out i dnt care weras long as im happy. i dont need a big job just sumthing to survive on so i can concentrate on what makes me happy. i mean i find it rly hard speaking to anybody who actually understands me because everybodymy age just doesnt get it and anybody older just takes me for a stupid little boy...ESPECIALLY my family. my gf gets me but again shes older anyway. when i can really get into a conversation with somebody they realise what i mean and realise im not just a snotty nosed little shit too wound up in my own lies to live life happy with myself. unfortunatly these people i talkto are my gf's parents lol. apart from that i just stay clear of everybody if they think im not worthit then what makes them worthit to bother my time with? fuck them.they can pursue false lives and live in their own lies. me? i just want to be happy and its alot easier without a rabble of gibbering idiots around you. im trying to find out more about myself and reflecting on my actions helps this alot. once i know the true me it might help to understand others. words are the best form of communication humanity has but i mean words arent always the best description for your own feelings or actions. and words are always backed with lies nowadays anyway. nobody ever says what they mean or they contradict themselves in every sentence and think nothing of it. be true to yourself and you wil be true to other people. nobody is perfect no but that doesnt mean you have to be nothing or everything. everybody says be who you are but thats not so easy and nobody really knows how to do that. at 15 i have no knowledge of much but as years progress ill be watching people, reflecting and hopefully ill become who i really am. for now to everybody else...im just that little shit in the corner. to my parents im that little fuck who doesnt care about anything. everytime i do something wrong i get a 2 hour lectue from my mother and brother and all they keep saying is im worthless on the road to nowere and that i dnt care about anything and that everything in my life will just fail. who are they to say that? my mum thinks my bro is an angel but hats because he hides himself well from other people. everybody loves him and my mum never shuts up about him. but he will never acomplish anything. he beats people up for a living half the time, does dodgy drug deals, thinks hes better than everybody else. my mum is too stuborn to give a shit about people she thinks she knows everything about people and their actions because she was in uni for a few years doing things like that. everytime something comes on the new within 5 minutes shes telling us all what the person is like and why they have done things and how mentally unstable they are. shit they probably have a better idea of life than her.

all im saying is people are always too wound up in their own shit and religeous people usuallt think theyre part of a better plan.

just be happy with yourself.

so tired of telling myself things like this every nite but hey its the thing that relaxes me themost since i was like 5 iv had 2 older brothers that have always bin able to beat me anything so if i got angry theywould get angrier and i could never express myself so i pushed pretty much every emotion down and still am. i couldnt rally feel anything until i ended up in a strong relatioship with my girlfriend. apart from laughter every emotion in fighting to come to the surface but still i dont let it which some people say is good and others say ill explode one day. its like anger. that thing that makes everybody tick and lose the plot and say to somebody fuck off! after so many years of not being able to tick because i would be silenced i dont have this. nothing makes me tick. i will get slightly frustrated and say to myself fuck sake. but nothing an make me mad enough. i just push it down automatically and i cant even strive myself to get mad. my best m8 got jumped by aload of folk (beat up) and i just stoodthere. nothing made my mind say jump in. nothing made me tick. shit if they had hit me i would have just stood there and done nothing. why am i like this? i wish i could get mad sometimes. when ever something bad happens in life all my emotions automatically turn to laughter and ill say a joke or joke about something. my gf's mum says its good i cant get mad because i dont get myself into trouble like ther babblin idiots do but what if i need to get mad to help a situation? im fucked. i mean im happy but i just wish i could feel more.

its a real mind fuck and until i know myself i dnt think ill ever find the answers. but i guess thats what life is for. living and learning. live your life and learn about it.

what can ye do when your 15 aye...fuck all just sit and listen to the bullshit around you and hopefully learn something.

cheers if anybody acually reads this but there isnt much point.

 

of course there's a point. everything counts.

that fire doesn't have to come out as anger. work out, write, run, play music, etc. the energy is power, and can be used on many better things than anger. you've just grown up around people that don't know better and waste all of their energy/vitality on being angry.

you should watch people. you'll learn alot. you're main issue right now is judging people, but again, you probably learned that from those around you, and you may unlearn it eventually. that depends on you.

i moved out when i was 16, for basically the same reasons. i learned alot, and drew strength from my experiences. that's not to say i wouldn't have had an easier time if i had done differently. my advice is to follow your passion and instincts, and do right by every one you meet. if you do this, you'll be fine, and you'll learn alot.

don't worry, man. it all begins to make more sense as you move along the path of your life.

 

Here's where I disagree:

1. Money can be used for a number of things, not just superficiality and possessions. I want to earn money so that I can eat well, live in comfort, and buy an oceanworthy sailboat. It's a possession, sure, but for an experience.

2. Many people do the jobs they do because they feel that the human race is in an ill way. Many people become lawyers to help the environment, politicians to help the little guy, scientists to learn about our universe, etc.

3. I think that if you're open enough, you'll find that most people have something valuable to offer. Maybe not much, maybe nothing important to you, especially at 15, but something nonetheless. I agree, most people are shallow and selfish, but they can still be interesting, useful, entertaining, and whatever else.

4. I don't think drugs help you appreciate anything. It's just another vice. If you appreciate nature on drugs, that's not the same as appreciating nature, because drugs distort reality. And if you can't appreciate reality for what it is, what kind of person are you?

Other than that, what he says^^^. Anger is counterproductive. When you're 15, a lot of people are full of crap. There's really nothing you can do about it. But it's probably not the worst thing that will ever happen to you. Live by what's good and what's right, and you'll have the edge.

 

i see fit ure sayin and that right aye. 1 thing is i really do appreciiate nature i love it its one of the things that makes me, me. but of course like pretty much everybody else i can relax alot more after a few spliffs. clears my mind from shit. and yeah iv found that a few total ass holes do have something to offer but theres no point in putting up with 90% bollocs only to find out about that 10% sense.

as for life...well ill see how it goes my way and learn the hard way which im sure is the best way. but the thing with money is i dont want to buy my love i dont need to. actions speak for themselves you dont need money to eggzagerate them.


cheers anyway dudes

 

money isn't what counts. the effort and work you're willing to put into this life is. you've got a good start of an attitude for 15, no matter what anyone tells you. as long as you put that energy into doing right in every given situation, you may lead a fuller, more interesting life than most. i must stress this point, however. if you want good results, focus that strength of yours on understanding those who make no sense to you. lead as an example for right action, because words are meaningless unless backed by action. be good when it doesn't serve your immediate interests. do right when doing wrong seems to be the better option. most of all, care for those who don't care for you. if you can do this, your life will always carry meaning, and you will never have to worry about being a nine to five drone. you will be truly human, and you will help those around you to achieve the same. to summarize, drop the ego, do what you were meant to, and be fulfilled. believe it or not, there are those who understand your way of seeing things. your vision is still undeveloped, and can be greatly improved upon. this improvement is dependant solely on your actions. good luck, friend.

 

yeah ure right but what your saying is pretty much be perfect. everybody knows how hard it is to be gr8 all of the time. i guess thers no point in talking about it i just got to try but im not 1 of those gr8 ppl at heart and i know it. but im nothing like a tyrant. i can manage its just hard finding the people who are worthit and understand.

cheers guys

 

well said yyyesiam, this is an incredibly potent and loaded thread and I wanna come back and attempt to contribute something. until then I'll just quote Shakespeare quickly
ÒThe fool doth think he is wise, but the wise man knows himself to be a fool.Ó
seems pretty simple, but trust me, the more you let yourself think about this, the more it makes sense, and the funnier it all becomes. I mean yeah it sucks that everyones full of shit. but I'm full of shit too no matter how hard I try or how much progress I make towards truth. still a fool. still full of shit. might as well have fun...

 

exactly u got it = )

my best way to not be as much of a dick is to stay away fae folk n just keep myself to myself. but gr8 wud love to hear more of what u got to say u may be full of shit as u say but its helpful shit man.