My urge to commit crime

I wanna slice myself open so I can see my fella moving inside of me. But I'm not mad so neither are you.

 

I used to be a dumbass teenager that was too cocky and got myself into lots of bad situations. Fights, chases, stealing things, anything that got my adrenaline going. It was highly addicting to me at the time. I was always the one in school to goof off and miss school get messed up and come back to school and cause chaos, but loved making people laugh while i did it. I have grown up alot since then and realized in the end its not worth it but it was sure fun a tthe time. I still have a little bit of it in me, that will never go away, but ya know..

 

The fury of youth! :$

 

That fury is in us all. Some of us just have no problem releasing it.

 

it feels good to look at this blackness; even though it is a lighter shade.

 

Hey, you could always "go out with a bang", ya know. Save your craziness for later.