im tired and wide awake. this life has slapped me in the face and called me a "fucking baby".. I need to get my shit together. My head, my thoughts, my emotions, together under control. for once just have it under control..im bound...i shouldnt keep this rage so tightly wound...how sad..such a peacefull heart armed with such a restless soul and controled so uncontrolably by such a misunderstood but sometimes beautifull madness....
stop or go, head thoughts emotions under control, too much information, tied in wires, wires that could... could... could... connect... everyone. exasperating and lovely!
