The memories of you will stay forever in my mind. As loving and caring, generous and kind. we took many rides on your boat, up and down the canal on a lovely summer's afternoon. We had a picnic and sat on the banks near black jacks and you remembered the forks, knives and spoons. In the winter months, snow settling on the ground. Pearing out from your glorious windows and on to the street, lit up by street lamps est1987 and there was no sound. It is hard each day when I remember your face. The way you used to light up the place. with your love, your passion and your soft affection. Now you are gone, I realise I must be strong and carry on. With a memory of you dear Rosemarie that will never die. With an honour of being apart of your life, even through our awkward moments and strife. The day i recieved that phone call, that morning in March. When I was told you had died from severe illness. I knew that I would be devastated even more, especially because after prison, our friendship couldn't last. These days I remember the good moments we shared. Appreciating how much you cared. What we gave to each other, an unspoken bond, we could have been soulmates. But I will never know, now i have seen your ashes spread across the Welsh plains. Each day, I go through various emotion,here it comes again. As these days, I have nothing to show for my life. I slit my wrists or trim the rose bushes outside my balcony. symbolic of my depression. Nothing gained, everything destroyed. Emotion, as delicate as a rose. Without you in my life, I have no place to go. Hurt too bad, as each night the wind blows, I keep telling myself that nothing really matters anymore, so carry on and let the memory of Rosemarie see you walk through that door and into a world rich enough for me to explore. Life without you is sad, but you made me the person I am today. For that I am glad.
i couldn't agree more.......Our Danny was 15 when he was a front seat passenger in a car with his mate in the rear. His mates uncle was driving in a rush to get home, At 2 in the morning the car left the road and hit a tree. Danny died on the scene.........this was May 30th 2005 he and was burried on 6th june my birthday. It still cuts to my heart that we never said goodbye.So many words left unspoken.....Even now i still see him in the shaddows and hear him on the wind. we wasn't just like brothers we was closer... I am not looking forward to my birthday again this year. I can't cry hard enough, Since that fatefull day. No i can't cry hard enough, Now you've been taken away. With tears in my eyes, I look up to the skies. With tears in my eyes, I ask a thousand whys. I see you in the shaddows, I hear you on the wind. We never got to say goodbye. This saddens me and makes me cry. I can't cry hard enough, Since that fatefull day. No I can't cry hard enough, Now you've been taken away.
