i wrot this down in my lyrics notebook when i got high a few minutes ago and im glad i did cuz i totally forgot about it. ok so here it is: "i feel like everybody is in on an inside joke, except me. or it that the inside joke... is me idk maybe its like the truman show, but with a sicker intent. im not on television its just that everybody knows who i am and tries to fuck up my life. im almost sure of it, im a celebrity of the hateful intent, everybody hates me and i hate them. its really strange, i feel like Oedipus, the obvious is right in front of me, but i just cant see it. this is wierd. i think im dislexic when im high. i wish i was a squerrel." ok so the two last lines werent really deep but i really feel this way for real, i just couldnt put my finger on it untill now, how strange.
I've felt the same way man, but put any one in a situation that they are not 100% comfortable with and they will think the same way. Once you realize that every one ells fells this way at times it's not so bad. Besides even if we are part of a inside joke, (wich we are not.) why not fuck it up by showing them it doesn't fade us?
