I did atempt it before , But I will never do it again.. Anyways for the sake of argument, I would write in my note " I guess it worked this time" hehe
I would go high on a mountain with my best boyfriend and then tell him that I want to fly, he will say that's why i'm here and i would say no you're not and then i'd run and jump down...I would also leave a message for my parents to plant a flower where I fell so there would still be life there....
Ha...complicated...never thought of that before...yeahy it's a much easier solution but to tell the truth I would never commit suicide or if i would it would be because i would have reach the depths so i'd jump of my balcony and rest in peace!Wouldn't say even goodbye to someone...Maybe the neighbours across the street who maybe saw me doing that.....But, guys...it's not worth it....really...:troll:
if i were to ever try to kill myself again (last time i ended up in the ER, had to get my stomach pumped, wasnt pretty) which i probably wouldnt try again, ive found life is far better than nothing at all. but if i were to write another one it would be sweet and too the point something along the lines of: goodbye all, its not your fault. im sorry i have to do this to all of you, i love you all...... something to leave on a positive note, atlesat not leave them completely empty, atleast so they wouldnt think it was because of people or something. guilt is never fun.
:agree: more powerful then any note if my point was to disturb others. Uh, but yeah. :ack: not the best metal image.
When I was young (13-15, im still young ) I lived with an overly oppressive aunt. I used to be a terribly twisted kid, and one time thought about committing suicide and leaving a note blaming her completely, telling her how fucked up she was, how much of a miserable waste of humanity she was, and that i hoped she'd have nightmares of me die-ing an incredibly violent death everytime she even closed her eyes. Needless to say that is the definition of a true mind fuck, and thinking back on it, even tho she was a bitch, i still probably needed some kind of medication for thoughts like that.
I tried to kill myself a little over a year ago. By some weird circumstance, someone found my suicide note (I left it tucked in a notebook, I forgot my notebook somewhere and the noisy fuck searched through my things and handed it over to a professor). I ripped it into pieces in front of the school psychologist but it was something along the lines of: "I'm so sorry for doing this to you all. If you could only see and feel the battle that goes on in my head daily, maybe you would understand why I am leaving you now. I am no longer living anyhow; I've been drifting around emotionless in a dreamlike state for almost a year now. I am no longer afraid to die and truely feel like death is the only way to rid myself of these demons that fill my every thought. To my girlfriend: I love you. Please forgive me and love again in the future. I want you to have happiness in life, and I know you will whether I'm with you or not. To my parents: You did nothing wrong. You have been supportive to me and although things were rocky when you found out I was gay, that has nothing to do with my death. I have forgiven you and you have accepted me. I love you, I hope you can forgive me for this. I'll see you all again, I know it."
he has a point, thats why i stopped considering, it, because i started to realize what a whiney little bitch i sounded like
this thread never asked to give reason why you would actually want to kill yourself, its completely hypothetical..... and a suicide letter doesnt have to explain all the problems in your life, it can simply be telling the people you love that you love them. so imo he has no point at all.
I've tried in the past to write one or two. Mainly I wanted to tell a few people goodbye and tell tehm what they ment to me. However I didn't write it and in the end didn't kill myself.
I'd write something on the wall in blood, something along the lines of "The treasure is *smear* buried *smear* by the *big long unintelligible smear*" But seriously. I've thought about death many times but never seriously contemplated suicide.
i probobly wouldent commit suicide but i would leave a book no words a circualr cut out filled with weed (and a flip book in the bottom of the pages)
mine would be something like: Mom im sorry for making you clean all this mess and sorry for all the money you spent on me. dad... get a wiser job. brother... fuck u. boyfriend... i love you.. sorry. the rest of the world: go fuck yourselves.