Compulsory Anal Stimulation without Masturbation

I have only one problem, and that problem is a lack of knowledge. You probably know that stimulation of the prostate and anus can increase the pleasure of your orgasim if you're a man or for your man. Stimulation can be pleasurable in itself, as I have found. I don't need advice on lube, objects, counselling on why its not homosexual to stimulate your anus or how dangerous it is.

My situation is I feel compelled to stimulate my anus, not only when I masturbate, but now every day several times a day. It has become compulsory, difficult to resist, but I'm not addicted because I did go week without doing it, I think anyway (can't remember for certain). When I do it, I don't think sexual thoughts, and if I do decide to think sexual thoughts and masturbate, I still feel the need to stimulate it afterwards. I can feel my protstate right now, almost as if it is asking to be stimulated. I've caused myself to bleed on several occasions, but the bleeding was always minor and healed quickly. The problem now is that I feel compelled to do this, and it has nothing to do with masturbation or sexual thoughts. I don't need to think any erotic thoughts, the need has become a drive on its own. I've noticed that when I stimulate, at peak pleasure my entire body reacts, my abs tighten, my heart sticks out of my chest for just a moment. I perspire, and my ears and nose leak, I think my body temperature raises, and later my hunger is intensified if I get hungry.

The stimulation is no longer for sexual pleasure. The stimulation is no longer even for the physical pleasure. It is compulsory. If I try to fight it mentally, I'll find myself doing it before I realize what has happened. My problem is I don't know whats going on, but obviously it is affecting my entire body and it is somehow related to my energy level. Right after I do it I feel energized, awake, but then later I feel fatigued, and I can't tell if the fatigue is from doing this or if it is occuring because of all the medication I am on. I think that the fatigue happens reguardless of whether or not I stimulate, in which case it might be possible that I feel compelled to do this because it gives me energy somehow, atleast temporarily.

I doubt any scientific studies have been done about this, but I don't know whats going on. I think the thing to do is for me to stop for a period and contrast how I feel on the days I do and don't do it. Does anyone have any information for me, or know how I could find out more about this?

 

I was right there with you until you mentioned that it is no longer for physical pleasure. If anyone is reading this post with that concern, what I can say is that anal stimulation without an orgasm at the end can be a very rewarding experience.