Help, me, please

As I lay curled up in my bed,
i think in my head

Of our parting day,
of his caring ways

And i wonder how could he be such an asshole,
such a blacken soul

And why do i still want him back,
even with everythng he lacks

Some say he wants me,
some say he wants some brazilian 'sha-she'

Who am i to believe,
I'm so confused, my mind's tumbling like the leaves
Help.....me.....please

 

oh my gosh so sad...and i can 100 percent honestly tell you ive been there...thank you for the awesome words...