Can anyone give me a little insight on the crossroad I'm at...both as far as my future location or my current love interest? Any help is greatly appreciated.
Ok definitely dont treat what I say seriously , unless you feel something clicks here. I have other people telling me I should develop skills they say Ive got. But I dont get anything on a regular basis , so I've never really bothered- unless something comes clearly to me. I had pictures - literally a crossroads , an evening reddish sky. COuntry sort of environment , looking further south than michigan. old 19th century wooden type buildings and the like. The feelings I had were sort of something past , like a western ghost town in a way ( thats my British description of it!: )), but one definitely still live and full of energy- but one where youre questioning it. ie that you feel it isnt enough for you. - ie you feel its backward , past and too harsh. I also got the feeling of overbearing male energy , numerous males. Perhaps ( ok very likely)not enough commitment to you and an interest more in their own hedonism , at your expense. I saw a chink of golden light , a more gentle person.Someone , if you were to hang round , or even leave with them youd see their goodness and warmth shining thro. Does that energy flash on its own , or does it light you up ,and around you too? As for other places , Id feel somewhere with new and old , greenery and more metroplitan than where you are.I dont really know the USA , but one of many places somewhere like , say Boston as a very vague example. Id say travel away and come back before you decide- a good few times. .Dont be dragged down by a fog of oppressive waning energy.See gold and green and silver colours.Look and you'll find what is already there for you. Was that any help? Best wishes SS
oh and I also pictured someone thickish built early 30s , wavey black hair and perhaps a short goatee type beard - drinking in a biggish looking bar. Make any sense?
