here i go again another time on this roller coaster of misery thought you were there for me but now youre laughing on the sidelines another bitter taste of reality burns my tongue i swallow hard and i walk away in silence you think its all okay as you laugh over there but in my head theres a raging battle a raging battle of want and reality of who you used to be and who you are im watching you and your new girl flirt discovering that you dont love me, never did youre a twofaced moron and a fake my mind registers the fact but still is numb until the pain slams in and all i want to do is scream and lay down on the cold pavement and die.
ive felt like this when scum&cockroach were together...lol my refrences to their nicknames are funny lol i havent called him scum in forever.
yeah this one's about dog, remember that nickname? i do, barely, lol! its just a first draft though, im probably gonna hafta go back and perfect it later i guess, i was just reeeeal pissed. dumb faker ass that he is!
