basically dude, none of us here are psychics. We are either interested in the beliefs, having fun, con artists, or just plain delusional. so will things turn out ok? no. Things never "turn out ok"- you personally have to make them turn out ok. it's taken me 19 years to realise that i actually have to make the things i want to happen happen myself, they just don't do it on their own. what you need to concentrate on now is always making the right decision. you need to decide on your goals, and ways of achieving them. your biggest enemy may be yourself. You need to monitor every thought that comes into your head- if any of them sound like an excuse or reason to give up then throw them out. Dismiss them. Instead think thoughts that will let you succeed. Don't let your thoughts or emotions boss you about. Do exactly as you want... win. perhaps the best decision is to find the british embassy in korea? you'll know if this is what you are supposed to be doing, i don't. also at this time its important you look at what you've got. You're one of the few things in existence which get to experience this world we live in. Imagine how hard it would be to explain the sensations you are feeling now to non-life... and then imagine how hard it would be to explain the things we do, our transport, our buildings, even to a human born in 1800. This world is amazing, and we're all incredibly lucky to experience it by birthright. Good luck man, but you shouldn't need it. Luck doesn't come into it. Do what you need to do, and if you don't know what this is then find out. Humans have an amazing ability to sort things out, and from all crisis comes opportunity. i've said all i can now its up to you. Peace out and enjoy the ride!
Hala, for a previously delusional non-psychic, you give extremely damn good advice. Heywood, as a sometimes delusional occasional psychic, I want to add emphasis to a couple of Hala's thoughts. He is absolutely right about one thing: In your current situation, you can't afford the luxury of a negative thought. As Hala said: Keep your thoughts only on what you can do, what you need to do to MAKE this work out. Your thoughts help create your life. Envision yourself where you want to be in a week, two weeks, a month, a year. Take a few minutes every so often to meditate on these visions--tune out the stress, let it wash over you like the waves on a beach, cleansing your thoughts, washing the stress away, leaving only the peaceful certainty that you'll be okay. Then stand up, get moving again, and do what needs to be done. Would you like the thoughts of a psychic? Here are some of mine: The future is not set in stone for you. I see definite hope for your situation, but the key to your future is entirely in your own hands.
