my best friend. my ex boyfriend. my casual lover. he lied to me... told everyone else. but wouldnt tell me. first. almost a year ago. he lied about why we broke up. let me blame myself because he told me it was too much. when really. this other girl had kissed him and he felt bad. if he would have told me the truth i would have understood. instead. a year later when he lets on that he loves me and sleeps with me and uses me and knows that i am always there for him. he is in love with another girl and kindly resorts to lying to remain in his position. i didnt know. our mutual friend couldnt stand to see me live like that and she told me. now he is mad at her. and hasnt even called me to see if i am okay. luckily i am not still in love with him coz that would be worse heart ache. instead i am suffering from broken trust. he was the only person in the world i felt i could really trust not to hurt me. so why did he make such an effort to treat me this way. i gave everything i fucking could for that boy. what the fuck did i do to deserve this?
u dont deserve that...ive recently gone thru something kinda similair...this guy my ex boyfriend. my best friend. he swore up and down that he loved me and would never find another gurl to replace me...well i found out that over the summer while i was worrying about him having a sore throat he had lied to me and was too busy off with some other gurl that i guess he loved more than me...well the problem wasnt the other gurl cuz if he had told me i would have been find but the fact that he lied to me thats wat really hurt and cut the final straw so now i dont even know if i can be friends with him...wat shuld i do?
