not really sure its good but read please

suicide

seems to be
the only release from this shit
this shit that everyone else calls a life
but mine is not worth living
and in mine is nothing worth living for
at this point

pain
seems to be
all i can feel now
pain and anger are
mingling in my soul with
the memories i dont want to remember
those memories that i try
to escape from
but it never really works

release
seems to be
all that i want
but that is what i can
never get
as i try everything and anything
to free myself from this life
this thing that i hate and
wish i could end
as she wishes i'd end
and he wishes i'd end
and they wish that i'd end
and i wish that i'd end

pity
seems to be
all that i get from these people
living near me but
i dont want your pity
i want your love
which i cant get
and i never could
and i never will

love
seems to be
something i will never get
from anyone
in my life except for one
whos leaving me
against their will
a captive
my best friend the captive
of the cage of life
we live in

 

lol i love it...we are captives together baby.

 

you really need to come smoke a bowl with me and turn that frown upside-down.