ok so ive been having a really bad writers block lately...im trying to break through it so here sumthing i wrote untitled I stand at a confusing time in my life, there are decisionsI need to make that could very well alter my exsistance, but I don't know where to turn. I'm caught between two lives, both happy, both sweet, I stand at a depressing statewhere I let no one close enough to feel. My fears of being abandoned make me unable to love, unable to feel anything but this numb sensation caught in my brain.