Ok, im very happy. Today I got to talk to Andrew (as some of you know as my england lover boy). I'm not sure how long i got to talk to him but it was good anyway. He's not really an open person, but he is if he's pissed or drunk. He told his bestfriend all of his feeling for me the last time he was wasted ,and his best friend told me them and i started tearing up because it was just so amazing. He said that I was the reason Andrew got up out of bed in the morning, and that Andrew loves me more than anything. As soon as Andrew got the phone back, i dried my tears up really fast. While I was on the phone with him , he got wasted and then he started opening up again. he told me "Ry, I love you so much but you wont really know until we meet. And just because im a little drunk doesn't mean i dont mean it. I really love you Ryann." I told him i loved him too a million times and he did the same. I had to leave early because i had to leave to go home and pack for vacation. But my gods, He's so amazing....................... Just thought i'd tell yall.